30/05 vent - Emo

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All my life I've been walking on a straight path until I took an unexpected turn heading towards a cliff. Instead of turning back to the dim light I continued to walk towards the edge of the cliff. The pain and guilt was directing me to this path. I was too weak to fight back - no matter how hard I tried. Falling into darkness was the easier option, so I did. The hurt was drowning me alive while the guilt was tearing away at my heart, and yet I didn't stop. I continued to go forward as everything got worse. When I had reached my limit, I put one foot off the edge of the cliff. But I couldn't do it - I couldn't let myself fall. One of my worst fears is to fall. As I moved my foot to bring it back onto the cliff, a black-shadow like figure pushed me down and I lost balance - I fell. But yet again, I wasn't ready to give up. With the last bit of hope that there was someone out there who loves me and someone who can save me, I held onto the edge. But even with all my determination, I could feel myself losing grip. As I tried to pulled myself up with all the chains of sin holding me down, the shadow of evil jumped down onto my leg. I could feel them trying to push me down while gripping their sharp, dirty claws into my skin. As warm liquid was running down my leg I got weaker and weaker. That's when I knew there was no turning back now, so I let go.

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