I keep trying
Every day
I keep crying
I know it's pointless
I always will
Nothing I say
Nothing I do
Will ever make me feel
The pointlessness
The hopelessness
Growing increasingly clear
So much fear
So much distance
So many feelings
So many things I can't have
Drowning
Allowing
Allowing the tears
The fears
Everything
Letting my blood run
Spreading
Flowing
Disolving
Until all that remains
Is blue
