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Days so foggy and more than unclear

Never changing it up, its ways so austere

A medicated daze pumps my heart at a slow rate

Until I can endure no  more and exacerbate

A storm of emotions come in waves so undulant

They reoccur and reoccur and refuse to relent

The disease I have, the truth I know about this pestulience

Leaves me screaming inside, though it's only painful reticence

Like a luthier paired with his perfect violin

And a satanist commiting his very own sin

My writing solved my problems and perfectly expressed me

It's my glow, my gleam, my muse I explain fervently

But where do I turn when I know not what I seek?

I reach for my pen and allow all my ink to leak

My repitore only includes extremely trite rhymes

I get so frustered scratching lines after endless lines

The quality of my writing did slowly regress

With each fail of trying to myself express

So it never sunk in why my work was critizied

But then something so evident I finally realized

To regress means something good did exist

But only errors and misses in my writing did subsist

So I finally understood all your criticisms to be true

And now I stop these childish rhymes on account of you

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 14, 2014 ⏰

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