Druggies Cant Die (boyxboy)

A Friend From The Past

Had I known or even suspected that maybe demons could have their own language? Fuck no.

Because that was honestly the last thing on my mind.

Honestly now though, I was more curious about the two worlds than I ever have been.

Did angels have their own language too? Did it sound as fucking cool as the demon language? Did angels even have souls?

There were so many questions on my mind, but I knew that now wasn't the time to ask them. Every single time I glanced at Raven, I could see the anger and fear and worry and everything else shining behind his scarlet orbs. Why he felt this way, I don't know. Did I want to know? Yes, of course. Especially since we had already established that the only reason either of us were dicks to each other was because we cared about each other.

Which granted sounds like a terrible relationship, and we should probably go to coupling therapy and get help. Even though we aren't and probably never will be a couple.

"So, are you not gonna tell me what that whole demon cult chanting thing back there was about? Or..."

Raven didn't spare me the glance that I was hoping that he would. Damn him. He was probably going to pretend that he didn't hear me.

"It isn't something that you should worry about." 

What? IT WASNT SOMETHING THAT I SHOULD WORRY ABOUT?

As much as I appreciated that Raven was "only trying to protect me", this whole not telling me anything so he can keep me safe bullshit was getting on my nerves. Did he not listen to the speech I had given him before we left Abdiel's office?

"Okay, stop." I say stepping in front of him to keep him from going anywhere.

He glared at me with the furrow of his brow, and when he tried to side-step around me, I moved in synch.

"Don't look at me like that. And stop trying to avoid my questions."

Raven sighed, eyes suddenly looking tired.

"Keir, can we please just-"

"No. Why do you always keep everything from me? What, is it gonna kill you to just tell me the truth? If I knew even half of what was really going on, which I don't, then I wouldn't feel nearly as uneasy as I do. Or do you just not trust me for some fucking reason?"

Out of the corner of my eyes I saw Alloces suck in his breath and take a few steps back.

Ebony hair was brushed back by soft fingers. The man who they belonged to pinned me with a dark stare. Raven scanned my features for what felt like an hour, before he frowned and opened his mouth once again.

"I understand that you may be frustrated. And believe me, I know. But there are still things that I need to figure out first before I start making assumption's. Once I know everything, I promise that I will fill you in. But for right now, I just need you to trust me. It would be so much easier if you didn't know what was going on just yet..."

Raven paused averting his cold gaze.

"I have a feeling that its only going to become more challenging from here on out."

Looking Raven in the face, I puffed out my cheeks.

"But if you just told me then I could help."

"What could you do? Keir, I know that you mean well but if this is out of my hands- even Abdiel's hands then there isn't anything that you can do."