Fitzpleasure - Rick Grimes (Book 2)

9 - I Was Made For You

Can I be dramatic for a moment? Things that are going on these days are tearing us apart. Days go by and Rick seems more and more stressed. Negan did promise he'd come back in a week for our supplies and such. What scares me more is Rick not being able to handle it. The jabs, I mean because God knows Rick is more than capable of taking care of us all but if Negan tries to pull a stunt like he did a week ago... that's a different story.

But it really has been a week since we lost our ginger friend and it's taken a toll on all of us and some of us, a little worse. He was dear. I lay next to Rick on our bed, hoping the calm moment never ceases. Rick had an arm wrapped tightly around my waist and he lay on his chest with his head on my shoulder. I would give anything to go back ten minutes for the rest of my life.

In all honesty, Negan needed to know Rick. Know Rick for who he really is and maybe he'd know better. I smiled over at my sleeping, psycho killing boyfriend and knew everything would be alright in the end. I inched closer to him and he moaned at me for moving his head. His grip on me became tighter as he pulled me in and practically laid on top of me. "Is it time to get up?" he slurred, still groggy from last nights charade. His voice begging for five more minutes.

"The sun is up. We should get-" he cut me off in a long growl.

"NO." he snapped playfully as he pulled the blankets over the both of us. "Stop your whining." I guiltily snuggled closer knowing it would only entice Rick to stay in bed longer but I couldn't find myself to leave either. Rick nudged the side of my face with his nose. "I wanna kiss you," he said to me as he let his hand run slowly down my side "and touch you," I smiled as he brushed his lips against my neck but it quickly faded from his grip on my chest.

"We can stay a little longer." I said slightly arching my back to put more pressure against my chest. I had a hand tugging on his shirt while he kissed down my neck and continued to my collar bone. Was I just desperate enough or could I find myself saying fuck it and letting this happen? I drew in a breath when he sheepishly grabbed the side of my bra and lightly pulled on it. His head down as his face glided between my breasts. I could feel myself going as red as my hair which is odd. I'm completely comfortable with him yet, here I lay under him and everything is out the window.

I felt as his body sunk against mine and his lips found mine again. His hand pulled my leg around his waist. He roughly pressed himself to me and even though this might be the first time we've gotten so intimate, it was just another sign that I was in love. I held onto his back as we kissed and he gently rocked his body against mine.

"Door..." was all I could get out. Rick laughed and stated "They're sleeping." he continued kissing my neck. 

A loud knock came from the front door and Rick quit suddenly. "Are we expecting anyone?" I asked. Rick sighed and hung his head till his forehead hit my shoulder. 

"Aaron and I have a run today," he said into my neck sinking down and pulling the covers over him. "and I must be late," he said after another knock sounded throughout the small house.

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I sat impatiently at the kitchen counter. My legs lazily over one another and my hand under my chin. Rick left a little over two hours ago but I couldn't get over it. If it weren't for Negan, he'd be home. "Aim, how does this look?" a semi dressed up Carl questioned from the kitchen archway. He had a dark blue button up on, different from what he's used too. 

"Snazzy," I said closing the outdated magazine and throwing it into the trash. I look at him pursed my lips. I squinted and asked "Enid?" the boy went red at the question. "There's no need to blush. You look nice." I got up and started to roam the cupboards.

"She told me she's never been on a date and neither have I so I thought I could... come to you about it." Carl stared at the floor while he spoke. His hand on the back of his neck and his hand nervously in his pocket. "Look," he said before I could answer "All I know is that you get all dressed up and take her to a movie and get dinner or some shit then kiss her when you take her home." I silently chuckled to myself before setting a pack of crackers on the table.

"Dating is easy. If you want to see a movie and eat with her then do it. But you don't have to; you could go for a walk, go star gazing, go on a killing spree. Anything can be considered a date as long as she is your center of attention." Carl stared at me for a moment. His blank expression to my answer I couldn't decide if good or bad. 

"I like the killing spree idea." he said quickly.

"Then you better change." I replied ripping open the bag of crackers. Carl eventually went back into his room and I went back to being bored until I heard a quiet knock at my front door. What's with people coming to my house today? I trotted to the front door and saw Glenn standing behind it through the glass. He opened the door before I could and slammed it shut with a worried look on his face. "Glenn what's-"

"He's here. Negan is back and he's taking everything. He;s pissed about Rick being gone." I looked past my friend and saw Negan himself walking over with his people in tow and Olivia by the arm. "Shit," I whispered. Soon enough he made it on my front porch and smiled through the door. He ripped it open with the stupid smile still plastered to his face. "Just who I was looking for!" He announced."

"Rick's not home." I sneered "come back another time, please." I finished. He cocked his head at my comment and giggled. He scrunched his face in exaggerated amusement. He let go of Olivia and walked towards me pushing Glenn away.

"Amanda, is it?" he asked.

"Amy. But thanks for trying Tegan." I smiled.

His grip on his bat became tighter and he slightly raised it. He stood close enough where our noses could touch "Do you remember what I told you before about watching your little mouth?"

"I remember you killing my friend." I countered.

"Amy!" Glenn snapped.

"I guess he wasn't enough for you to lose. You wanna make it two?" He raised his bat to Glenn.

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It's been a long day, without you my friends!!

- Becca