have you ever worried about something just because you love it so much and you dont want to lose it, i do, one specific thing i would hate to lose and i worry about it all the time cause it means so much to me and i love it so fucking much
the thing is my mind likes to imagine every single way something could go wrong given the evidence i have and sometimes it even makes shit up
that is one of the things i hate the most about myself, but one of the things i love is how much i care for this specific thing and what i would do to keep it, it makes me happier even when i am really sad cause i know it will be there no matter what. thank you.
