WILD // myg

two

    having it all
February 3rd - Seoul
Suga, 23 years old

"Hyung! Wake up!" I hear Kookie's voice and feel his hands shaking my shoulders.

"Go away!" I shout turning on my other side to keep sleeping.

"Jin Hyung, Yoongi hyung won't wake up." Jungkook yells. What a snitch.

Jin approaches and shakes my body until I fall on the floor opening my eyes. "Ouch!" I groan, rolling my eyes as there's no use arguing with him about it.

"See, that's how you have to do Kookie" Jin says with a bright smile

Kookie hides behind Jin Hyung with a bright evil smile. This punk will see later, he better hide. I frown my brows scarring him away.

"C'mon, Yoongi." Jin says helping me to get up on my feet. "We need to get ready for the interview."

I just nod following him after I'm up and standing. I can't even remember at what time we got home last night, it was so late and I was so tired. Everyday the long and tiring schedules are ruining me, and I still need to have studio time to produce the songs. Some days I just feel like running away from everything, what's the point to amount this much and not have time and energy to enjoy it?

"Hyung?" Jimin snaps his fingers in front of me.

"Hm?" I snap back to reality.

"The hairdresser noona is waiting for you." He points at the empty chair and the woman calling my name.

"Oh, thanks" I force a smile and head to the chair.

Today we have so much to do, interviews in the morning, practice on the afternoon and shooting for the MV at night. I'm already tired. Lately I've been wanting some vacation, maybe rent a trailer and go on a road trip with the members, have some real fun. Maybe after the comeback.

I focus on the TV trying to distract myself from falling back asleep again. It's on the news channel, the reporter was talking about an incident that happen at Jeju Island during the night where a gang robbed a convenience store and then lit fireworks on the bridge causing a car accident where two people ended up at the hospital and one car was completely destroyed.

"Look at these punks." Our manager walks in and sits next to Namjoon who is drinking coffee while watching the news too."Don't they have anything better to do?"

"If you look at the other way, they're just expressing their youth and desire to be free." Rap Mon starts his rantings. "That might be their way to stand on their own and have their own vision of the world."

"That's not being free." Hobi adds "They're breaking the law, that's not what being young means."

"At least they can do whatever they want." I mutter to myself, feeling the taste of bitterness in my own words.

"Punks like that should be held behind bars." Manager Hyung says grabbing the remote to change the channel." It's too early to get ourselves stressed out with meaningless people."

It took us almost one hour to leave since V and Kookie were playing hide and seek around the dressing room. In the van on our way to the interview I kept thinking about how much I'd like to go out on a trip with the members, start a fire and just talk, sing together and share our memories. Everyday is the same thing, wake up early and fulfill our schedule, then go back to the dorm late at night to sleep a bit and repeat the next morning. Nothing is exciting anymore, of course we have fun doing what we do because we love being idols and performing for our fans, but it's not all that. What I hate the most about being on the spotlight is being followed everywhere, last week Jin and I wanted to go out for shopping but we ended up getting mobbed at the parking lot.