...you may think now, why and what should you tell me? The thing is, the last few month I'm sad, always when I'm alone. If I am with you or someone else, my worries disappear for a while. But when I'm alone, everything comes back. I cry, often. I feel so lonely, unimportant and unloved even if I know it better.
I know that my parents love me, my whole family, some of my friends too...and you.
Sometimes you are the only thing that stops me when I risk to fall in this deep, black hole, but sometimes you just threw me inside of it.
I always wanted to live, I have a place in this world, but there are so many people that I'm not sure if this free space stays free for a long time. Sometimes I feel like everybody forgot me, I sit in my bed and I cry, I cry because I'm alone or I even cry because my cat doesn't want to let me pet him.
And I can't tell you a thing of this because I don't want you to be ennoyed of my problems or to think that I'm a Dramaqueen, because of this...I'm quit and That wont change.
Sincerely BROKENGIRL
YOU ARE READING
It's nothing
ContoHei, ähh ja gut ich weiss nicht was ich hier genau schreiben soll vermutlich wird es sowieso niemals jemand lesen...aber trotzdem: ich schreib hier nur so vor mich hin, vielleicht auf deutsch vielleicht auf englisch. Es werden Tippfehler, im englisc...
