Sitting on the bed you let Ciel stroke your hair softly. You breathed in his light scent and sighed. He was hardly ever at the manor nowadays. The Queen made sure she sent him tasks that would take a few days even for Ciel and his demon butler. Speaking of demons, Sebastian walked through the door, carrying your lunch. He lifted the covering off the and presented a very well prepared lasagna you had asked him to make. "Sebastian, how do you manage to make such good food and do so much? Don't you ever get tired?" You asked while taking a bite. "Well, what kind of butler would I be if I couldn't do that much?" He closed his eyes, smiled at you and bowed. "A fucking normal one." You replied. Ciel choked a bit on his food but managed to keep it down. You pat his back and kissed his cheek. "I'll be back, excuse me." You peeled the sheets off your body and walked out of the room and down to the kitchen. You walked in and grabbed a knife that was sitting on the counter. Quickly walking to the guest bedroom, you locked yourself in the closet and sat with your back against the wall. It was dark so you fumbled with your sleeve a bit, trying to get it to stay up. You placed the knife on your wrist, making sure it wasn't too far up. Then you dragged it against your delicate skin. It hurt a bit more than usual but you didn't mind. You heard the gentle pat of your crimson blood dripping onto the. You took a small rag that you kept in the closet and pressed it to the open cut. It stung and you hissed. It took a bit longer than it should have for the blood to slow, and you felt light headed. Deciding a quick nap wouldn't hurt you lay down on the hard wooden floor and fell asleep.
