his is a poem i wrote today and it is an important poem to me and means much to me anyways here it is
a stranger in the distance
looking around the room the party goes on
joy and laughter in the air
a smile on my face this isn't real but a simple facade
i think in my mind who is this stranger in the distance
such a beautiful girl such an amazing smile and a pretty face
who is this stranger in this place
fast-forward
we meet a mutual friend the connecting link
we talk and get to know each other better
i think to myself this girl is amazing and out of my league
to pretty for me to sweet to amazing, and to kind
shes perfect to me but shed never go for someone like me
fast-forward
allot in common allot like me she has been through so much
she had been through more than anyone that young should
my heart weeps for the pain she feels and the sadness in her eyes
i look at her and i see a broken soul afraid to let anyone in
the walls are up reinforced like a wartime base
fast-forward
now together we have been here for a little while
shes hurt still afraid little trust even in me
still the defenses are up and there is no blame from me
i understand what shes been through and i want to help
this girl is amazing i think to myself hurt but perfect
i think to myself again and again im lucky to have her
i realize ive fallen and let down all my defenses and shes rushed in
she rushed in and stole from me she stole my heart
i realize i have fallen far and deep i've fallen for her
the fear exists now in my mind as well the fear of a loss
the fear of being left behind again abandoned by the one i love
she means the world to me i love her
STOP
i dont know what the future will hold but i wish only for the best
i dont know if i will be with her but i hope this is the case
i love her this is true and i dont know what id do without
this is the truth so onward towards the future i go with high hopes
