A poem titled "something missing"
look around yourself take it all in
everything's fine no chaos no sadness no strife
you have no apparent reason to feel like somethings lost
but still somethings missing
something you cant quite place into words or thoughts
somethings missing something physical perhaps
or perhaps its something that can be thought instead
you look in the mirror your smiling your happy
you look into your mind you feel settled with your life
so whats this feeling in the back of your mind
somethings missing something is lost
you sit you and your mind the thoughts of whats lost
what is missing you ask to yourself
nothing it seems nothing at all
yet you cant shake this feeling that something isn't there
you begin to think harder each day and the days go by
you begin to think yourself down into a depression into madness
what is it that has been missing
something is missing deep in your mind
what is missing what is it you lack what is missing
you think harder again and again
you realize it isn't the lack of a feeling but ones presence instead
you think harder and find what is in the back of your head
what was linger here what seemed something lost rather was fear
the fear of loosing that which you love and all which you've gained
its a constant fear that all you have will leave and all will crumble
the life you feel so lucky to have you fear loosing due to the past
so you deal with the fear you push it down so that it will drown
yet still somethings missing something is lost
what is missing in your mind and in your soul
what is missing in your heart and in your body
what is missing what was left behind
~lonewolflink