Can You Keep me a Secret? (BOYxBOY)

Chapter 4 Death

Chapter 4

Derek groaned out in frustration as he waited in Stiles’ room. Stiles were not home, he was on his way as Derek snooped and peeked through until he heard the door close. Stiles walked into his bedroom and looked at Derek and gasped, “Get out now.” Derek nodded no and he groaned out, “Please, What else do you want!” He screamed out pushing at Derek, he felt his eyes tearing up but he laid the pushes and punches. Derek looked at him and grabbed his hands pinning him to the wall, “Listen to me, I need you to help me, help me” Derek said and Stiles started to shake, he let go and ran out, Derek watched Stiles from the window as he grabbed at is short hair. He wasn’t sure what to do but he watched as Stiles cried into his lap. He called out to someone who wasn’t there and watched a she stood up and paced. He grabbed his cell phone and called Scott. “I-I need you” Stiles sobbed out, “I-I can’t just sit here and wait for myself to go crazy, werewolves and just fucking everyone, I-I’m sorry” He sobbed out again, he couldn’t let it go, today he was done. His face was blotchy and Derek inched the window open, ready to save him if needed. Stiles slammed his hand into the wall and started crying again “I-I can’t, I-m sorry mom” he remembered everything that happened, from beginning to end, seeing the little boy holding hands with a sick woman when he was on his way home from Kate’s. He picked it out the young boy was Stiles, the woman his mother, the sick woman, the one who stunk of death. He recognized the man as his dad. He ran in and grabbed Stiles, he held a razor and sobbed once again, “I-I’m sorry, Mom” he cried, Derek held him again and cried again. Stiles lost his mom, as did he, “It’s my fault, and it’s my entire fault!” Derek grabbed Stiles, “Stiles, It is not your fault. You need to look at me” Stiles did, “Derek?” he looked at his little sister, “STILES” she screamed and pushed him on the ground, “Derek, I  get you like him, hell I know he likes you, but you don’t understand him, back off please”  Derek looked at Danielle as she cried and held onto Stiles. Stiles eased down but looked at Danielle, “Mom?” he asked, “No, its Danielle” he cried ‘I’m Sorry, it is my fault, I’m sorry” Stiles was going insane, his dad came in, and grabbed Stiles from Danielle’s grip, “Get the hell out” he growled and looked at him and Danielle, He wasn’t leaving, but Danielle pushed him out. He watched as his dad rocked him, he called Scott. He answered “Stiles, why did he freak out like that?” Derek asked Scott, “I don’t know. He has always blamed himself for his mom’s death. He doesn’t always talk about it.”