No one can dictate your heart.Even you
Its been 3 years since he said those words.Those words na hindi naman niya pinanindigan.
"Kaye Abad and soon to be Mrs Viceral mark my words,mismo sa simbahang ito dito tayo ikakasal at mag-iisang dibdib.I wont break your heart.I wont leave you I promise"
Kaye hugged him and let her tears fall from her eyes
"And Ill promise to you too that you'll be the only Man I want to be with me infront of the altar"
he step back and cupped her both cheeks.He leaned closer and kissed her forehead
"I love you Mr Viceral" she whisper
"I love you too Mrs Viceral" he said and kissed her passionately
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Almost a perfect relationship ended because of him being confused by his identity
"I dont want to be selfish to you Kaye so Im letting you go.But that doesnt mean I dont love you no more I still do and will always be inlove with you"he held her both hands, saw tears coming from his already swolen eyes
"Why?" thats the only word she can say because of too much emotions
"Im-Im lost. I dont know myself anymore.Im gonna fix myself first so I can be a perfect man for a perfect girl like you. But how can I find myself if Im here?"
he said inbetween his sobs
"I can help you find yourself Jose Marie we dont need to break up!!" She cried
"Im gay"
those words stop her from breathing.
"Tanggap kita"
"Im not.I cant accept myself.I need this break.Im sorry,I love you and goodbye my Kaye"
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Kaye
Its already 2017 but still Im here waiting for his comeback.Waiting for him to fulfill his already broken promised.
Tanga. Yan ang sabi nila
Yes isa akong tanga na naghihintay makapiling ang isang taong malabong balikan ako.
But what can I do? I cant dictate my heart.Kung pwede lang sana edi matagal ko na siyang binitawan.But even my mind is still longing for him.Longing for the presence of that confused jerk.
"Im still waiting and will always wait for you.Pero paano ako maghihintay kung masaya ka na sa Piling niya?"
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I can feel the pain of that song. God Ed Sheeran is one of THE BEST! /clap clap/
Enjoy my sad but I dont know story LOL. Its JM's Past! Sasali pa din naman si Past kaya importante pa din siya. And to make the long story short YES hindi pa part si K sa past ni V sa kadahilanang di ko din alam LOL hahaha
Kbyescxs
P.s
Pag wala na wag mo na pilitin.
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