The Fangirl Swirl

6 : What's happening to me?

I can't seem to stop thinking about what all happened today. Firstly, he called me gorgeous... secondly, we had such a wonderful dinner...then, that little touch of his hands sending shivers through my spine and last but not the least, he kissed me on the cheeks.....

Still feels like it was all a dream. That Robert is just my celebrity crush like he always has been, that he's the person I sometimes wondered if any perfect person could really exist or was it just my imagination. But now we're friends....Or are we? Maybe he just said so and didn't mean it. Maybe it was just our last meeting today. But whatever it was, I can't take my mind off of that.

Putting all those thoughts aside, I decided to go and sleep. I had one week vacations from school so it wasn't a problem waking up late in the morning. As my eyes were about to shut, my phone had a beep indicating a received text message.

I got hold of the phone from my bed stand only to find a text from an unknown number which read

"Hey ;)"

Confused in my mind if I should reply or not, I finally decided to text back, curious to know who would text this late..

"Hello, may I know who's this?"

After a minute, the notification came again

"Didn't expect you would forget your new friend this early! :("

WHAT?? I immediately reply

Me : "Robert, Is that you? :o"

R : "Ofcourse its me...the one and only ;) But you're probably the first person who forgot me so easily. I feel utterly heartbroken 💔"

I chuckle a bit at his reply.

Me : "How was I supposed to know it was you? Remember, I didn't have your number?"

R : "Oh so you wanted my number huh? You could've just asked me ;)"

Taken aback by his reply, I thought of how I should respond now...

Me : "Anyways, what made you text me so late at night?"

R : "I'm sorry, didn't mean to disturb your sleep."

Me : "No its alright, I wasn't asleep yet. :)"

R : " Okay so I was wondering if you could show me the town a bit? I haven't seen San Francisco much."

Me : "Yeah sure. I don't see why not"

R : "Okay so its done. I'll pick you up tomorrow at 1. Is that fine with you?"

Me : "Cool."

R : "See you tomorrow Stacy. Good night. :)"

Me : "Good night Robert :)"

I kept my phone at the bed stand and drifted to the world of my thoughts again.

So he was serious about the friends thing? But why me? I'm no special. I'm just a regular girl and looking at his past history on the internet, I've only seen him being friends with the famous people.

Maybe I should not judge him on the basis of his internet history. He seems more handsome and charming in real life.

Whatever it is, I wonder what tomorrow will be like? How does it feel like hanging out with a famous person? Maybe I should stop being so stupid around him. He's always so calm and humourous, I should try that too. I shouldn't freak out so much. I don't think he would like that. If we are friends then maybe I should act all normal around Robert. Not start my fangirl moment each time I'm with him.

Laughing at my ownself as thinking about someone too much for the first time probably, my eyes close taking me into the not so calm sleep...

ROBERT'S POV :

What the hell is happening to me? Why can't I stop thinking about a 17 year old fan of mine. I have millions of fangirls but how come she's the one who has captured my attention so easily? I mean, honestly I've never been attracted to a fan before coz they always seem to be too forward in everything. They don't seem to have any respect whatsoever. Although not all fans...some are definitely very sweet, cute and nice. I wouldn't ever deny the fact that I love my fans and they are the biggest support for me. They made me who I am at this very moment. But I have had experience with some girls being disrespectful in all sorts. Well you probably know what I mean...all they want is to screw around...I wouldn't consider them as my fans though!

Back to Stacy! She seems......different. She looks like a huge fan but that's not the reason.

The way she looked at me when I was just a few steps away from her, I could see the innocence in her beautiful eyes. Most of the times, my fans scream and shout and try to touch me, but she...she just stood there in her own world probably wondering if it was all real. In that moment all I felt like shaking her hand firmly so she knows its the reality...but before I could do that, she fainted. I know I shouldn't say this but believe me, she looked so innocent and cute that I couldn't stop smiling seeing her face that time. That passion in her eyes to meet me was something else, something I don't usually see in people.

Generally I would have told my bodygaurds to take care of the situation but god knows what came over me, I felt like I should myself help her. I told my gaurds to clear the crowd and carried her to the hotel room myself.  She was fully unconscious and unaware of the situation. I put her gently on the bed and started to move to my own room when I notice she had a poster and her cellphone with her. I take the poster giving an autograph in that and I took her phone number from her phone....I don't even know why I did that. When after some time I went to check on her, she was conscious and confused finding herself in an unfamiliar room. I asked her if she was okay but the way she started blabbering about how big fan she was made me amused and I couldn't help but think of how cute she looked while doing that.....Uhhh....see? I don't know what's happening to me.

When she left the hotel, I couldn't stop thinking about her and so I told Jimmy to call her and invite her to the dinner. All I wanted was to know her...know her innocence and cuteness, her nature, everything. And then when I saw her at the dinner, I couldn't stop looking at how gorgeous she looked in that black dress. She wasn't any skinny but her curves added more beauty to her, and the fact that she didn't apply layers of makeup on her face impressed me much more. She wasn't any stick figure silicone barbie doll but she was perfect and beautiful in her own simplicity and soberness.

After dinner with her, I wanted to drop her myself and so I did. And that time when we sang the song together was just beautiful. I loved her voice even though I could see she wasn't aware that she had a gifted voice. I could see the whole time that she thought she wasn't any good but I wanted to tell her how perfect she was and maybe now I will, since we became friends. I want to make her comfortable around me. I can't wait to hang out with her tomorrow and the day after that and after that and after that.....