Mom will always love you dear

Chapter 1

Amelia's diary:
20th september,1995 London
10:35 pm

What did me and Ana do to deserve this horible life, living in such a filthy surrounding, where we dont even get to eat. What would I tell Ana when she grows up? She probably wouldnt even remember that she even had a father by then. We are living in a cottage whose condition is filthier than I expected it to be when I bought it. Even though it is not expensive, I still think it is not worth what I had payed to buy this.

Ana is sleeping right now and i cant even sleep. It is normal for me to have such sleepless nights for that now i know what my love meant for my husband. How could he do that to me and his own blood.
That heartless, cruel man made me realise where i stood and what all i lacked.

Back in Berlin we used to live such a peaceful life. I hope everything goes right. I cannot see An in so much discomfort now. Well tomorrow is a really special day for both of us. An will be going to her playschool!!

I think this is enough for today. Writing my diary actually benefited me today, atleast now i can drift of to sleep......