It was an unusual feeling.One I have never had before,but I can't explain it as a normal feeling.I am looking at James as if he new my whole life, but he does not know everything.I smile with curious thoughts, and maybe while miss cook is calling the role.
I turn to my friend and say'I just had a crazy feeling"she says nothing.she hands me a note and it says 'what do you mean crazy feeling,are you hungry again I get my pen and write 'no,I'm not hungry,I would have said so already .'SAM what are you writing on that sticky note "she grabs the note and reads it to the whole class. After she finished reading the note she rips it up,the whole class starts laughing,I sit silent and wait until the class stops laughing.My heart is racing like a speed boat the teacher start talking. Finally the bell rings,everyone races outside.The teacher calls me in side I walk in with shaking fingers,she says'IF YOU WRITE ANOTHER NOTE YOU WILL GET EXPELLED"I say 'ok" in a soft voice.my friend and I talk about James and I mention that I love him.She try to yell it out but I hold her mouth closed,I also say that he goes on my friends bus which is not the type of bonus I was looking for.I hope she will not tell him and she doesn't .we go back in class,there is a note on James desk. I have butterfly's in my belly.he opens the letter we all gather around him he reads it and it says'dear James I love you from your secret admirer . People start mentioning other people ,I can't believe my friend did this for my sake. The rest of class I have butterfly's in my belly.the bell rings again and someone comes up to me at lunch and says 'I know you wrote the note" I confess for my friends sake.she also says that everyone already knows it was me.i trust her with my secret.I walk back to class,as soon as I get there she tells everyone.i can't believe someone did this to me.but as soon as James know ,people come to me and say he does not like me.The next day his brother comes up to me and calls me a dork.i walk home knowing the next day would not go so well,but it is Saturday one of the best days of the week ,that's right.One of the best day of my whole week.but I still can't figure out If he hates me or wants just to be friends?
