The was room was dim and smelled of vanilla candles. There was rose petals on the bed and the floors. It took a moment to realize what was really happening. This is it, Tieonne no backing out now girl....what the hell are you doing Tieonne you know you're not ready for this....then again there's always room to try new things. I thought as I followed the boy of my dreams to the bed.
Who would have thought the I, Tieonne Marie Banks, would attend prom with Rakim Mayers, the sexiest boy to ever attend Warren Easton High School in New Orleans, Louisiana. You could imagine the adrenaline rush I felt when he asked to be his date to our 12th grade prom.
I couldn't help but tense up when he slowly unzipped my dress. He got about half way then stopped. " You sho' you wanna do this bae? I can take you home if you want." I nodded my head, not knowing what words to say. Wait he called me 'bae'! Omg!!!!! Does this mean were together?
" Yes it does mean we're together" Rakim said as he finish unzipping my dress, letting it fall onto the floor.
'Damn. Either I said that out loud or he can read minds.'
He stood in front of me just starring at my body, which is only covered by my Victoria Secret bra set. He licked his lips before pulling me closer to him. His hands fell to my waist as he bent down and kissed my lips. " You should try to keep your thoughts to yourself, ma" He said with a light chuckle.
I blushed and looked at the floor. Rakim was saying something to me, and I didn't hear anything so I was just nodding my head. I guess he knew I wasn't paying attention because he picked me up and started to kiss my neck. Without thinking I let out a moan as he kissed my spot. He begin to kiss my neck harder. I tried to hold back my moan, but the more I did the harder he kissed.
" Let me hear it" He said as his kisses trailed lower. It was becoming overwhelming and I couldn't hold back anymore.
"Mmhmm" I moaned as he laid me on the bed. He broke the kiss long enough to remove his shirt and unbutton his pants before I pulled him back down. As the kiss lingered he slowly slid off his pants.
He stopped again and just starred at me. " Are you sure you want to do this?" I nod my head wanting him to 'make me a woman'. Instead he just continued to look at me.
"What's wrong Rakim....you're not interested anymore huh....you can take me home if you want?" I said feeling strangely disappointed. I slowly got up to gather my things, when Rakim pulled me closer to him.
" Nah I'm very interested ma... I just think we should take things slower ma, a hotel room on prom night is kinda cliché and is no place for a girl's 'first time' don't you think... plus we not 'official' yet....but if you feel differently I can fuck your brains out a have you begging me for more, its really up to you." He stated resting his chin in the crook of my neck. I sat there dumbfounded just looking at nothing in particular. Rakim just laughed and slowly stood up.
"So what we doing?" He asked but I didn't know what to say, so I just sat there starring at the cross tattooed on his chest. " Commer." I don't know why he keep talking when its obvious I'm not paying attention. " Tieonne!"
" Huh?" I responded like I was lost. " Get. Up. " Rakim said getting mad. I stood up slowly, and walked towards my dress that was laying on the floor. When I bent down to pick it up Rakim grabbed my waist. " What?" I asked as he turned me around to face him. " Tieonne will you go out with me?"
" Yes!!!" And with that he picked me up, and mumbled " now we can fuck". We kissed as he walked us towards the bed. He laid me down and kissed my neck, creating the moment once more this time with more passion. 'Tieonne are you stupid?! He's using you....all he wants is your 'ruby' and your going to give it to him without making him work for what he wants.You ain't nothing but another one of his hoes...watch he get you pregnant and if he does do you really think he's going to stay with you.....you just a stupid hoe. Kiss your future goodbye. Yo' mama would be so proud of you right now' I thought as Rakim kissed my collar bone. Fuck what's "right", the temptation to do " it" is 'killing' me.
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I awoke feeling some what embarrassed. Why? Because I woke to my cousins laughing.
" Hey y'all Tee-Tee be having wet dreams " My oldest cousin, Dontae, said laughing.
" Shut up Tae- Tae everyone moans in they sleep every once in a while this is completely normal " His sister Donae said.
" Nae stop lying you know she on some creepy stalker shit on the D.L.( down low)"
" But that's her future boyfriend. Tae-tae what's his name......Rah-key!!! "
It was just a freaking dream and they didn't make it no better. I need to stop denying the fact that I may have feelings for him. But maybe he don't have feelings for me like I do for him. Maybe all I want is what I was raised against. A little taste of temptation never hurt right?
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I know it's not much, but trust me more is to come. As of now I'll update when I feel up to it. I just wanted to see of you guys would like it. So let me know if you like it or nah.
~Taylor
