Chapter 10

1.6K 28 0

by LiamHoran_

by LiamHoran_

Songs for this chapter:

Hate to see you heart break- Paramore

Falling over me- Demi Lovato

Warrior- Demi Lovato

Half a Heart- One Direction

Now- Paramore

Conspiracy- Paramore

Wake Me Up- Ed Sheeran

Scene five: With Eyes To Hear And Ears To See- Sleeping With Sirens

All My Heart- Sleeping With Sirens

Feel- Sleeping With Sirens

Monster- Paramore

***

I wiped my eyes, which was no use since the tears kept falling. "Sissy?" Junior asked sadly, "Yeah?" I said bending down to meet his hieght. "Why are you crying?" He asked, wiping a tear off of my cheek with the pad of his thumb. It amazes me how delicate and sweet this little boy can be. I wish guys older than him can act like this, he is very mature for his age. "Well, Niall kind of hurt my feelings bud." I said pushing his shaggy hair out of his face. "I know, and I hate him." Well this is the first time I've ever heard Junior say that he hated someone, and its Niall that he hates at that. He's lucky that he can hate Niall, I can't and I don't ever think I will. "Why'd you say that?" I asked. "Because he hurt sissy feelings, and mine." He said walking away from me, plopping his tiny body on the couch.

"How did he hurt your feelings?" I asked taking a seat next to him. He shrugged his shoulders and fiddled with loose threads on the couch. "Look at me." I said gently gripping his chin. "Why did he hurt your feelings?" He sighed,"Because, he yelled and then he lied to me." He said pouting slightly. "What did he lie to you about?" I asked confusingly. "He said he'll come back, but he won't! I know he won't!" He sobbed loudly. I gripped his arms and pulled him close to me, whispering sweet nothings into his little ears until he fell asleep crying in my arms.

After I made sure he was really asleep I walked upstairs and put him in to bed. I checked the time on the TV, and it read six thirty. Maybe its not to late to go to sleep, god knows I need it. I lied down on the bed and slowly closed my eyes, but not falling asleep. Why did Niall freak out like that, was it something I said? All I did was show him the remorse I was feeling. I must've said something wrong, I always say the wrong things, always. God, I came up here to sleep, yet I'm doing the exact opposite.

I hopped off the bed and walked down the stairs. I could still feel him, how he was so gentle yet so rough. Its hard to explain the feeling, but it was incredibe. I don't think I've ever gone that far to where I exploded. I sighed and shook my head. This is all too much thinking, I need to rest. The doorbell rang three times before I went to go and answer it. "Hey, did mum come home yet?" Rolland said shrugging off his jacket, throwing it down on to the floor. I scowled at him before picking it up and putting it on the coat rack. "Yeah, she did." I said calmly. "I told her you we're back." I said sitting down on the sofa. "Was she okay? Did she ask where I was or anything?" He said searching through the fridge. I just shook my head and stood up from the couch and walked upstairs. "Did you even care to think that maybe she would find out that you used her car?" I asked stopping before heading up the first step. His eyes widened as he looked at me with fear."Did she find out where I was?" He asked nervously. I sighed and shook my head. Now that I think about it,she hasn't asked where his whereabouts were. Did she know already? "Oh,okay then." he said scratching the back of his neck. "Okay,we'll if you need anything I'm upstairs." I said waving him off. I know I'm being rude but, I'm just in a period mood. Yeah the mood of when I'm on my period. I sighed lifting up my phone debating on whether I Should call Niall or not,but decided against it. I'll only make things even worse. I can't help but still wonder why he acted that way. Was it something I said. We'll, of course it was something I said. But what was it? I want to ask him about it so bad but I can't. He'll probably ignore me at school. There is nothing I could possibly do.

I got some pajamas from out of my drawer and walked into the bathroom.i turned on the hot water and waited for it to heat up before stepping into the shower. I some how didn't want to take a shower.i know it sounds a bit gross but that's how I felt. I felt like moping around in my mind all day and stay there until Niall tells me what happened. But that would be hopeless,because now he hates me. Well he already did a little but now he hates me even more and it's fustrating. Once I finished washing up I slipped on my shirt a and shorts. I decided not to dry my hair which is a bad idea because in the morning it would be a knotted up mess.

I slipped into a wonderous sleep filled with endless dreams that felt like nightmares.

***

What?!?!?! She updated???!?!? Yes yes I did indeed and what a crappy chapter it was but don't worry another one is up late today or early tomorrow so don't worry this is not it haha

Vote

Comment

Lily ❤️❤️