Drunken Love

The Fight

Emma woke up and stretched her arms out and realized that Killian had actually slept over instead of just staying with her until she fell asleep.

She laughed to herself and got out of bed trying not to wake Killian. She groggily walked into the bathroom and combed her soft silky blonde hair and then walked downstairs to make some breakfast.

After breakfast was ready Emma decided she better go wake up Killian so she walked into her bedroom to get Killian up. Killian awoke his hair crazy. She laughed and said "Good Morning." "Good Morning luv." Killian replied. "I made some breakfast do you want to come down and have some?" "Yes just let me comb my hair first." "Ok."

Emma walked downstairs and set two plates on the table then walked over with the pan of pancakes and put it on the table as well as the syrup. Killian then walked downstairs his hair now combed and he got himself a glass of orange juice. "What would you like to drink?" "I'll have orange juice too."

Killian put both glasses on the table and they both sat down to eat breakfast. "Sorry I fell asleep luv, I really was gonna go home." "Killian it's ok."

They put their dishes away and then they both sat in the living room talking for multiple hours. "So uh, I guess I should get going." "Yeah ok."

Emma walked Killian over to the door then they both smiled at each other. Killian leaned in a little and Emma's heart was racing. Killian kissed her and she kissed him back. They both pulled away in shock and Killian just took off out the door.

"Had that really just happened." She thought to herself. She went back upstairs to get ready for the day. After she was dressed she decided she should probably go talk to Killian so she got in her car and drove to his house.

She got out of her car and walked up his stairs and knocked on his door. Within seconds the door swung open and Killian stood there staring at Emma. "Killian I thought we should talk about what happened this morning." "Come in." She walked inside hoping Killian didn't actually mean to kiss her.

She didn't want this to mess up their friendship. "Killian did you mean to kiss me?" "Yes." "But why?" "I've loved you for the longest time Swan and I wanted to show you that I'm sorry if I scared you."

Emma was shocked. Killian had never even hinted that he loved her and she thought that he just loved her as a friend. She stared at him than ran out the door.

Killian rushed to his car to leave and Emma followed after him. If she knew he was going to run she would've put a stop to his car.

As he began to drive away Emma got in her car, started it up and followed Killian. She didn't know where he was going. She knew the road to his house but this wasn't it. Still she followed him.

His car stopped on the side of the road so Emma pulled over and stopped her car as well. They got out at the same time and Emma walked over to Killian. "Killian don't run away from me please." "Luv I've loved you for so long and I don't want to be just friends anymore and I want to get married and have kids with you but I know you don't want that with me so just go away. Maybe one day you'll want what I want."

She watched as Killian got back in his car and drove away and than she began to cry. She didn't know where this was coming from but she accepted it. She got back in her car and began to drive home.

On her drive home she had stopped crying and just thought about why Killian would be acting out about this and not want to talk about it.

Once she got home though, she just started crying all over again. Meanwhile Killian thought to himself "I really hope I didn't hurt her I never would want to do that to her."

Emma walked into the kitchen and grabbed and box of ice cream and sat down on the couch eating it like her and Killian had just broken up even though the were never together.

Killian decided that he should go on a vacation to clear his head so he began to pack his bags and then he went to the store for some last minute things. He didn't know where he wanted to go but he had to get away from here.

So he packed his car and drove away. Emma sat in her house eating ice cream the whole day and had to cry herself to sleep. Not once had Emma tried to call or text Killian and he hadn't either. "I guess he just doesn't like me anymore." Emma said out loud as she drifted off to sleep.

As Killian was driving he thought about how much he really hurt Emma he didn't mean to really but he had to tell the truth. He decided he would go to his fathers cabin where there was a bar nearby so he drove there and put everything inside and got into his pajamas and laid down on the guest bed.

He laid there for a long time before falling asleep but that night for both Emma and Killian was restless.