Give Me Love ~LarryStylinson Fanfic {was not written by the owner of account}

Chapter Thirteen

The fans were screaming. You could hear them from miles away it seemed. It was our London concert and it was the last concert in the UK for the Where We At Tour, but it felt like the first. My emotions were everywhere. I was excited yet I didn't want to sing. I was happy yet a felt sad. I wanted to laugh but tears seemed to be forming in my eyes. There were more people then expected at this concert since we did cancel a few after the accident. I looked over to where he was standing ready. He had a huge smile on his face that suprisingly made mine appear, as well. He was rocking on his heels seeming a bit nervous. I hadn't talked to him since yesterday afternoon and now he would barely look at me. And I hated the fact that, that hurts. The music started to play and then we were being lift up to the stage.

Here goes nothing I thought with a sigh. As the music got louder so did the fans. And my heartbeat increased. I took a deep breath as we reached the stage. Then Harry's voice filled the stage. I smiled as he sang not missing a beat. His smile and dimples showing off as he sang.

"... ow! straight into my heart and stole it! Through the doors and past the gaurds! Ow!  Just like she already owns it!

I soon found myself a bit less nervous when Harry sang. Zayn got close to me and put and arm around me as he sang his part. Signalizing me to get into it.

"...can you give it back to me.

She said, never in your wildest dreams!"

I took a deep breath as I jumped up with Zayn and started to sing the chorus.

"And we dance all night to the best song ever we knew every line but I can't remember..."

And soon I found myself joking around again in the stage mainly with Zayn, but still. I forgot about everything and sang and laughed. I even sang Happily and Strong without thinking much about it. Tho it did make some of my spirit go down but after a costume change and twitter questions I was better again for a few more songs. It was until the end of the concert when the music of Through The Dark started to play, when I lost it.

I started to shake and tears were threating me. My heart ached and I was glad we were sitting down or not I would have fallen. I stayed quiet looking at my shoes as the other boys sang. I tried to sing with them when the chorus came but I couldn't. 

They sang. And I sat there tears spilling down my eyes without my consent. They boys got up and kept singing and I slowly got up feeling my legs buckle.

What was wrong with me it's just a song!! But I remember writing this song with thoughts of Harry. And now that song seemed so relatable.

Zayn came to my rescue holding me making sure I didn't fall, he gave me a weird look and I just shook my head. I could hear that my solo was near. And I don't think I could sing it.

"...ill never let you fall and break your heart and if you wanna cry and fall apart I'll be there to hold ya!" Harry sang and I it hurt hearing him sing that because I was breaking right now and all I wanted was for him to hold me.

My solo came and I breath determined to sing it. I closed my eyes as tears kept spilling. I sang in a shaky voice.

"Tell me that your hurt is all in vain. But I can see your heart can love again. I remember you laughing so let's just laugh again." At this my knees failed me and I fell.

The lyrics seemed to have so much to do with what was going inside of me. Everything became a blur the sounds became muffled and then everything went black.

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I woke up and I squinted as the lights hit my eyes. I saw a figure sitting by a couch but I couldn't make up who it was. The room looked unfamiliar.