My Escape
I write because you exist
-Anonymous
Everything reminded me of her, I loved her. All I thought about is her. The reason why I'm still alive is all cause. But through all of this pain, my father showed no emotion. His face was emotionless. I've never seen him smile or laugh. My father was important he had his connections with the military police, the scouts..etc. He was the Judge.My father was powerful I was weak under his power, I was tired of this home, I was tired of the people. I was thinking about leaving there was nothing holding me back from this hell.
I knocked slowly as I was waiting for an answer. Hoping to be free from my room.
I knew this was hopeless. Really?... Trying to escape again. I groaned they locked me in for what seemed days but really just 5 hours.Everytime I tried to escape they catch me and I get a few punishments I rather not think of.I needed to go out I'm 18 they expect me to marry someone wealthy have kids. I want an adventure. Sounds cheesy or just cliche I know but after my Mother's death, my life has been utter hell. But you can't accept me to not want to know what outside is like. I've been trapped inside these four plain walls. I've never had friends really. I was strange to people "The Strange Rich girl" people would say. I guess the only friends I've known were books and my only real friend was and still is Riley Jacobs. We planned to escape together in a few days.
The only time I feel free is not following my father's rules
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"You can go out now for dinner and only dinner" I heard as she unlocked my door and let me go out. "Yes, I'll be right there, Thank you, Miss" I thanked her.
"You better be there or I'll tell your father" she scolded. I just rolled my eyes and left the dreaded room.
I walked down the stairs seeing my somewhat furious father. When was he ever happy honestly.
"Hello Father," I said as I shared his glare.
"I saw how you disrespected Lucy upstairs" He commented
My disregard got the best of me I suppose. I quickly sat down as my father was staring at me. nevermind just glaring.
I just rolled his eyes, Ignoring his comment and the consequences.
As I grabbed my fork. I felt his hand squeezing my wrist as if he was using his full strength. The pain was unbearable emotional and physical.
"You're hurting me" I cried. My tone was distressing as my wrist was starting to get numb from the pain.
He quickly let go of me realizing what he was doing.
I quickly ran to my room but stopped on the last step of the stairs overhearing My fathers and Lucy's conversation.
"Maybe we should get rid of her" Lucy offers.
"What do you mean exactly" He questioned her in a polite manner.
"Send her somewhere where she won't bother us anymore" she hinted him.
"Where we could be alone and-" she lost her words as I heard her taking advantage on his state.
I heard their footsteps coming closer. I decided this was the best time to hide. I was done with this life. I was done with my torn down "family". I couldn't take this shit anymore. Change of Plans I'm going to escape today.
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I opened my window to see a dark night full of bright stars. They looked beautiful. I stared in awe. As each brought light and beauty to the night.After looking at the stars for a good hour rethinking my plan over and over again. "What if Riley Bails" I quietly spoke. I decided maybe just maybe I could make it this time. Hopefully, my door wasn't locked. I turned the knob slowly making a small creaky sound. I slowly tip towed down the stairs sometimes making small creaks as I stepped on each floorboard. I turned the doorknob holding on to it and looking back the living hell I called home. I decided to leave right there. Running was the only thing I could think about so I did. After a while of running my breath was starting to get heavy and getting hard to breathe. I stopped where I saw the Sina church. I knew many wouldn't agree with me but I thought there teachings where foolish. All they did was pray that the "Titans" would never break through the walls that kept them "safe". I just shrugged my shoulders thinking about it.
"There she is!" I heard the rose military policeman yell having a forceful tone.
Uh oh I thought
I ran as fast as I could. Even though my feet were giving up I didn't let in. I saw my chance to hide behind the statue. I tried to settle my hard breaths. I looked over my shoulder where they were looking around for me. My dad must have altered them and paid for me to go back, not this time. Not this time.
"She must've gone that way" he points to his left. I watched as they scurried off into the distance. I sighed. I walked to my right. I heard chatter what it seemed were two men chatting.
"This shipment should get to Wall Rose by Morning."
I heard running footsteps which made my heart skip a beat.
"Excuse us were looking for a teenage girl about her late teenage years."
"No Sir we'll advise you if we hear anything." One of the men adds.
Weirdly there was a noise of glass breaking. They all ran from the direction of the noise. This was my only chance. I climbed in and hid behind the things which kept me safely hidden.
"It was just a stupid cat that wasted our time" I heard one of them shout. I suddenly felt it moving.I escaped for once the feel of joy went through my body.
I heard them say there was a recent attack on Wall Maria and this was a shipment of food for the survivors. I was curious cause I've heard anything about an attack. I always heard my father talk about a bunch about whats happening between the surrounding walls. I guess they haven't informed him yet. There was a lot of food though. I feel asleep during the trip there. I woke when the movement stopped. I raised my head up to see. Where we were I ducked quickly when I heard footsteps.
"Help me get the craters out of the wagon" I stayed hidden but It was hopeless they were going to bring me back "home". I couldn't go back they would punish me in horrible ways. I cringed at that thought of going back. They grabbed one of the boxes that covered my face.
Uh oh...
"It's the girl!"
"Quickly grab her!"
Well, let's just say they weren't quick enough.
I ran and ran like I was in the face of death itself .
A/N So I'm going to change Levi's height in this book and age.
A/N So I'm going to change Levi's height in this book and age.
(Probably might delete this chapter and make a new one tbh and make a WAY better one)
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