Glendale

The start of it all

Hey it's Emily McNeill I thought just to get it off my chest to write about everything from the beginning... the start of it all.. well where do I begin 

well freshman year I felt that I lost myself more and more by the day then by the hour, minute, second I just felt like.. it wasn't the place for me and I was right the people everything just wasn't for me but I lost myself in a town I didn't belong in that didn't feel like my style me way of life. but what made it worst for me was that I felt no chance of getting out my parents wanted to move to this town because they wanted to build a house but I was just a kid when we left home so I just kinda went with it and I'm pretty sure a little kid has no say so in where the family goes am I right. so we moved it was okay at first but by seventh grade it felt off and from that day never the same but as I hope and dream of other places I get a weft of the old Emily. 

After freshman year I spend the summer trying to convince my mom to leave she agreed on wanting to leave but never gave a reason on why not, but before I gave up of getting out my mom found out my dad cheating and she hated her job anyway and my brother was 20 so he could go wherever so we packed up our clothes and took a one way plane ticket from Houston TX  to Burbank Ca we found a great apartment in Glendale . But your probably thinking why so far and what about the friends you actually liked in the town.. well I have family in cali on both sides of the family mom and dad and I did have some goods friends I even lose my BEST FRIEND ... sacrifices but as amazing as life is back in eighth grade a had a friend from a different country live in the town she was so sweet but she moved to cali over summer turns out she lived where we were planning on moving to but I do miss my old friends like Jasmine Thompson once sang.