Destined to die

A Dream

I had another dream last night. It wasn't the type of dream that was happy and had fairies, unicorns, and a castle full of toys. Nor was the dream a fantasy full of dragons, vampires and romance. It was nightmare, not a horror film with zombies and alive dolls. The nightmare was myself.
I woke up in a hospital bed there were no IV's attached to me not even a heart monitor. I stood up and looked around as far as I could see there weren't even humans. Then it went dark and I was still standing there. I wasn't scared I couldn't feel anything it felt as if my dream was moving me. I start to run and as I keep picking up speed a tear rolls down my cheek. I try to close my eyes I wanted to leave this place as soon as I could, and when I thought it worked I opened them and a saw a building. It was my new school. Richards high school full of teenage drama and stereotypes who judge your every move. I mean that's what I've heard I have only been there once I start tomorrow so I don't know why this school would be in my dream. I walk up each step as I get closer I can't help but wonder what is inside that is so important. I touch the shiny gold bars nailed into the door and tug it towards me, as I take a step back  I almost fall down the stairs. I walked inside of afraid of what I was about to see. When I looked I couldn't believe my eyes this dream wasn't like my other nightmares, it was my life. I pull the upper half of my body off my pillow running out of breath. I looked around and saw my room ,I was back ,it was over.
The next day was my first day of school and of course my parents were major over protective. You think after moving 14 times they would get used to me going to school. That morning all I could think about was what I saw behind that door it even got to a point I was so mesmerized by it I poured the milk into the cereal box. At that point I felt two concerned eyes stab me in the back, as if to say what's wrong. That morning I left my phone at home and walked to school. When I got to the gate I noticed there weren't a lot of people which was good for me. When I was 10 almost 6 years ago I told my mom I didn't want to get attached to people which the moving helped with. Except this school would be the hardest because I'm not moving anymore I'm staying here till the end. I walked to the office I didn't get lost because that was the closest room to the entrance. Inside was a teacher talking to the principal a nurse and two assistants. When I walked in they asked me, " excuse me ma'am do you happen to be June Renan". I looked at him the tall one who spoke and replied with" yes sir". "Well it sure is nice to meet you again miss" he said softly. His voice was calming as if he knew I was scared. "This will be your nurse her name is Meredith", he said pointing to the girl holding the box full of my medicine. " Nice to meet you" she said, but before I could say anything back the bell rang. "Well we should get to your first class" he said in a rush. By the time he showed me around the school again and were my locker was, I already kissed half of my class. When we walked in I felt everyone's eyes on me It Was Horrible.