SILENCE (A Love Story) Complete

chapter 7

Siera POV

Ugh im so mad. I am at Silence place and he wont let me go home. Im so depressed right now and he wanna play with people feelings. I just lost Bree cause of his stupid ass then I find out he killed my fucking brother. "Niggaa come put in this fucking code." I yelled. ive been guessing all kind of codes to get out this damn house. He just sat there on his sofa in deep thoughts. "Why did you kill my brother in the first place?" I yelled giving up on the code. he looked at me and shook his head. Ughh I just wanted to be home with my dad .......... and mom.

Silence POV

I just stared at her. she didn't understand. I sat there and thought of that day.

BACK TO THE FLASHBACK....

My mom looked at me. I could tell she was scared. The boy was holding the gun up to his friend. "YOU HEAR ME NIGGA. I SAID SO YOU TAKING UP FOR LUNCH BOY?" he said. "Mane Cody chill with that gun." The other dude said. "Cody whatever tf yo name is the police will be here in a minute." my mother said shaking. I was still on the ground cause he had punched me. Cody then pointed the gun to my mother. "SHUT YO ASS UP OLD LADY." Cody said to my mother. My mother froze. I got up up and tackled Cody. The gun fell out of his hand. I tried to reach for it but one of the other boys grabbed it before I did. Cody pushed me on the ground. "So you think you tough now lil dreads." He said to me. He looked at his friend who now had the gun. "So you growing some balls now Cody." The other guy said. "Yeah Ben." Cody said proudly. Ben laughed out loud. Ben looked like the oldest of them all. At the most he was like 11 or 12. His dad was like the biggest drug lord around here, so it wasn't surprising he had a gun. "My Nigga!" Ben said giving Cody a hand shake. "You little boys better put that gun up before the police get here." My mother said trying to get both us in the house. "NAWL LIL DREAD HEAD OWE ME SOME MONEY." Ben said. my mother rolled her eyes. "I don't give a fuck what he owe you dammit get yall lil asses off my damn property." Mother yelled. He looked at me shocked. "MOMMA GOT SOME BALLS TOO?" he said and shot at my momma three times. I watched as she fell to the ground. A tear fell down my cheek. I looked at the boy. "Damn Ben why the fuck you do that for?" One of the other dudes said. "Nigga shut up and clean this shit and call my daddy. cody take care of that lil nigga." He said giving out orders. Cody came up to me and started punching me. To my surprise I was fighting back. I was so mad. these niggas just murdered my momma. "Get yo hands off of me." I said pushing him on the ground. I got on top of him and started choking him. One of his homies tried to get me off of him but I kept choking him. he was trying to fight back but I still kept my grip. one of the boys finally got me off of him. I looked at me who was now talking to his father and the boys were trying to help cody breathe. I took my chance and ran for my life. I ran to a little shed and I hid. I stayed there for a while.

"BITCH DO YOU NOT HEAR ME TALKING TO YOU?" Sierra yelled taking me from my thoughts. I looked at her. I know I killed Cody. I choked that lil nigga out. it was either that or that nigga would killed me. I woulda been dead so of course I had to choose my life. "Look its not what you think. that nigga killed my mother so payback a bitch." I said to her mad as hell. "My brother didn't kill your fucking mother!" she yelled a little surprised. "No, but that lil bitch did and ima kill his ass for it." I said. "What?Who? and that doesn't give you a right to kill my brother." She said. "That nigga that told you I killed ur brother his name is ben. he killed my mother. yo bitch ass brother tried to fight me and I choked that lil nigga out." I said irritated. She starting to get on my fucking nerves. "BITCH I SHOULD FUCKING CHOKE YOU OUT KILLING MY DAMN FAMILY EVEN BREE." Se said. "FIRST I DIDNT KILL BREE HELL SO SHUT YO ASS UP SHE WAS THE WRONG PLACE AT THE WRONG TIME AND ITS NOT MY FAULT SHE GOT HIT BY A BULLET. AND SECOND YO BROTHER WAS GONNA KILL ME. IT HIS LIFE OR MINES DAMMIT. AND DAMN I CHOOSE MY OWN I AINT EVEN KNOW THE LIL NIGGA WAS EVEN GONNA DIE. ALL I DID WAS CHOKE HIM" I yelled getting up.i walked to my room. I turned around and she was right on my heels. :Damn tf you want?" I said. "Nigga you the one who got me locked in this motherfucker." She yelled. I grabbed her by her neck and threw her on the bed. "Im so fucking tired of you and yo damn mouh." I said. She gave a look that could kill. I gave her ass one back. "Look im tired mane I just wanna sleep." I said. "Do it look like I give a fuck?" She said. omg this girl. on my momma grave im bout to kill this hoe. I just laid in the bed with my back facing her. I heard her about to get up. "Take yo ass to bed mane." I said. I heard her lay back down.

Siera POV

I was laying next to a man I do not like. I started to cry. I wanted to go home. where was my daddy? I know they got the news about bree now. "Are you crying?" I heard him say. I didn't saying anything. Tears fell down my eyes even harder. I sniffed. he turned around and looked at me. "Why you crying mane?" He said low. I stared at the wall. "Come here." He said pulling me to him. I tried to pull away but he was so much stronger than I am. "Don't cry. im sorry about bree and your brother. its not like I knew it was your brother. im really sorry. I was like 9 or 10 then. I was just trying to get away from them. they bullied me everyday and it was like 6 of em in all. Im lucky I got away or I would be dead right now. they killed my momma Siera right in front of me. my own mother." He said with a tear falling down his cheek. I felt sorry for him. I felt sorry for my self. I wiped the tear away from his cheek. we just stared at each other. "Im sorry too." I whispered. he shook his head. "Nawl don't be. I don't like the way I live and I dont like the way I treat people but I cant help the shit. I feel like its the only way I can keep my self alive and a prove a point to that bitch ass nigga ben. that I aint scared and I aint the boy I was 8 years ago. im a man now and im done taking his shit. I want that nigga dead." He said low but yet loud in a way. I just stared into his eyes. "Let me make love to you Siera." He said deeply. I just stared at him. I didn't say anything. "I wanna love you. I need somebody to love. I want you to love. I have nobody really. just lemme make love to you please." He whispered low. "Im a virgin." I said feeling uncomfortable. He kissed my lips softly. I kissed him back. what was I doing? he kissed me again biting my lips a little. I smiled. he smiled back asking 'What'..... "Nothing." I said low. "We can wait." He said pulling me even closer to him. he just held me the rest of the night..... he fell asleep holding me. I was just thinking. how can I be here with a man that killed two people that I love dearly? even though partly its not his fault. I watched him as he slept. I remembered him saying something a bout he wasn't going to let them bully him. so my brother was a bad kid. I laughed a little. I could see him now being tough. we were completely opposite then. he was the mean one and im the nice one. I guess I couldn't be mad at Silence for that. He said he was sorry and he was just trying to save his own life. And as for bree he was just trying to get revenge for his mother. it isn't like it was his actual bullet that killed her. the situation happen cause of him but it wasn't completely his fault. I guess ill stop being so difficult around him and loosen up a little. I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep hoping that the future would be better.

Silence POV

I woke up to a beautiful face in front of me. I just stared at her as she slept so peacefully. I was gonna just let her go today. I cant keep her hostage. I could but im not. she to good of a girl. I think I put her through enough in the past couple of days. I watched her open her eyes slowly. she smiled when she seen me just staring at her. "What?" She said blushing. I smiled at her. she just so beautiful like I never seen nothing like it. even with her nappy her from sleeping. its amazing how bad I wanted her in the bad and good way. I wanted her to be mines but I know it will take time to build her trust and im gonna start now. "Ima take you home today." I said. "Oh ok. Im sure Bree parents are looking for me and her if they got the news or not idk." She said with sadness in her voice. "Noo not there. im taking you back home to were you live. I have a private plane that will get us there in about 6 hours if we get up now and get dressed." I said. She jumped up. "Are you serious?ive been dying to back home. no offense yall some bipolar ass people. wait what you mean us .... we? " She asked with a serious tone. I laughed. "I wanna meet your folks. can I ?" I asked. "For what?" She asked. "Cause I want to tell them that I am sorry." I said seriously. she looked as if she was thinking about it. "I guess that will be ok." She said. "And I also want them to meet their future son in law." I said grinning. She laughed. "Yeah right." I heard her say as she got up to go to the bathroom. I got up and followed her. "Im fr Siera. I want us to be together soon. I want you to be mines. you are gonna marry me watch." I said. she looked at me like I was crazy. I was serious as hell. I don't know why I was saying all this but I was hell. "Im not marrying you." She said seriously but yet laughing with it too. I didn't find it funny cause I was so serious. "Yes you are." I said seriously and walked out......................