Forever Love

Chapter 1

Laylanie's Pov
   I wake up and look around the room wondering why I'm still here... Being A 16 girl still in love is difficult... I'm in love with my Ex-Gf Allie but I'll never admit that literally ever again not to her or myself atleast I can't do that again. I get up and walk to my dresser picking out my clothes for the day and walk to the shower.
"Another day of pretending!" I sigh exasperatingly
My shower time is my time to think about how I'll survive through the evil stress filled day!
I quickly Finish my shower​ and finish preparing myself for the rest of my day. Fixing My Long Naturally Curly hair that I love putting on my eyeliner to make my dull brown eyes pop. Putting On My Dark Blood Red Vans I hear my phone vibrate on the Counter.
I look at My Phone To See Text From My Allie-Bear. I Smile Slightly To Myself, She Makes Me So Happy Without Even Ever Noticing It.

Allie:
~GoodMorning Lay-Bae  

Layla:
×Morning Alli-Bear!

I stare at my phone smiling until I remember I'm not hers anymore.Then suddenly I feel the rush of self-hate expand throughout my body. I stare at my phone in self pity.
"Whatever," I whisper to myself "We all end up with a Forever love  sometime." I shrugg to myself looking at the time.
"Time For Hell" I whine walking out of my room closing the door behind me.
"SISSY!!!" I hear my little brother and sister screaming as they see me desend down the stairs.
I kiss both of there for heads telling them I love them before going in the kitchen to talk to my mom and step dad.
"...Morning..." I whisper out
My mom smiles at me sadly
"Hi babygirl!" She says looking at me in pure love.
"Hey little one!" My step dad yells throwing a spatula at me as I throw a plastic plate at his head
I smile loving my family...
'I'm Slightly happy with them.' I think to myself astonded.
"Love you guys I gotta go!" I Scream running out the door quickly to catch the bus slight happiness fills my chest! That is until I see my Ex-Bestfriend Kelly looking at my and my mood darkens once again into anxiety and panic .
I quickly look away checking my phone again to see Allie has  Text me Back

Allie:
~Wyd babygirl?

I smile at the text without even meaning to, obviously knowing that she doesn't love me like that anymore and she never will sometimes you just kinda hope
I shrugg to myself and shame my thoughts.

Layla:
×Nothin' Much Doll Hbu?

I look up to see Kyle still looking at me...
My thoughts of missing him we're extreme I cried myself to sleep for weeks because I missed him so much but I eventually got tired of trying to be the bigger person, being the bigger person is a lot of work in this world. Even If I love him and miss him with all my heart.

My Phone Buzzes in my hand making me snap my eyes away from Kyle quickly pretend to hide the anxiousness and tears welling in my eyes.

Allie:
~Im Talking to Greyson*Happy Blush Face*

I sadly look at my phone with a smile I love their relationship I could never break them up that's why my plan is in action a plan for the near future.....ya know because I want them to experience their own.....Forever Love... Even When I'm not around...

Layla:
Oh Cool Nice Tell Her I Said Hi Please

Just because Im still In Love with her doesn't mean I'm gonna be a bitch to her and her GF I'm not that Freaking petty. It May Be Impossible To Be Friends in our own mental way I'll still pretend for her and her life to live for!I'd Do anything to make her happy

Allie:
Yea Totally Will Do Um Gtg Lay-Bae Grey's Upset about something and yea ttyl 💜 u

I sigh staring at the phone in dispair and finally my bus pulls up....Being Broken Hurts I'm never falling in Love Again...not just because I'll only forever love her but because it's better that way...
The saying says:

     You Should Never  
Get Into A
Relationship
Knowing You Still
Have Feelings
For Your
Ex

And I'll Never Get Over Allie So Fuck It Might As Well Never Love Again...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Hey Guys Wassup I know this story sucks ass but ya know it'll get better as it gets on. Next it'll be more in Allie's Pov with a tiny bit of Laylanie and Kyles Pov So Yea
~Love ya My Disasters