I woke up the next day still thinking about niall and when or if he is going to wake up. I really hope he does. I miss him and i know the boys do to. I walked over to my walk-in closet and picked out a light summer dress and walked into the bathroom while grabbing a towel from the closet. I started up the shower and waited for it to heat up. Once it was heated up i stripped out of my clothes and got in. I washed my hair with my favourite shampoo and conditioner then stepped out and dried myself off before putting my clothes on. I put on very little make-up and headed out the door of my flat to my car. I climbed into my car and started it. I drove to the hospital to go visit niall. I parked in the hospital parking lot and climbed out of my car locking it. I walked into the building and up to the front desk.
"Hello. I'm here for Niall Horan." I told the lady at the desk. She looked up at me and smiled.
"Oh yes room 230."
"Thank You." I said before leaving her and literally running to the lift. Please please please be awake. I was thinking the whole way to his room. I Walked into his room and saw that he was sitll sleeping. I walked over and sat down grabbing his hand.
"Niall Honey Please wake up. You honestly don't know how much i miss you." I said crying lightly into his bed. "The boys miss you too and the fans will find out if you don't wake up soon if they don't already know. you know how fast they are at finding out things about you boys so i'm sure they already know." I quietly started singing torn by natalie imbruglia.
I thought, I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around and he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well, you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
The conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn
So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there
And not some holy light
It crawled beneath my veins
And now I don't care, I had no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can touch, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn, torn
There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on this floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn, torn
I stopped singing when i heard the door open and the boys came in. They all looked terrible and sad. Liam walked over to me and sat down beside me.
