I thought it was strange seeing him every so often since the first I'm captivated by his beautiful eyes that filled with darkness, so cold I have goosebumps all over me. I'm glad seeing him eventhough just seeing him from afar. It's not like I'll find a way to be with him. So, here I am watching him go into that bar across the street again.
I'm a shopkeeper. I don't have much money to spend, I'm poor, so I save all money I could from working here. I'd even eat twice or less a day, sometimes I don't get to eat, but it's ok. I don't have anyone to worry or care about me that'd kindly talk to me. I'm introvert, maybe. I don't think I belong here cause I knew how much people will look down on me or hurt me if I tell the truth so I decided it's best to be quiet.
I work at night till morning for this shop is 24 hours convenience store. Not much people coming here so I can relax but I should still keep my eyes and ears perked up as I watching around for safety. Don't want robbery. I stood up near the glass window. Lonely.
Someone followed me on the way home. He reached up to me and tap on my shoulder.
"Hello there." A man said to me nicely. "Do you want to kill someone? Cause you've been staring at our bar quiet a while, you should've known as much as everyone else."
"Really?" I was paled as I see the truth in his eyes. It's real.
"Sure. You didn't know?" He looked more surprised than me.
I burst out laughing. "Yeah."
"Okay. If you or any of your friends need one you can go there say you want to see Jim, he's the one you can request to." He smiled friendly.
"Okay." I nodded. Then he left.
Several days later
I walked into the bar and went upstairs. There's a bodyguard that let me in that looked at me suspiciously till he checked me thoroughly and found nothing.
"Please sit." A man behind a carved wooden desk said to me. "What brings you here?"
"I want one of your man to kill the person I hate the most in the world and I want to choose the assassin myself." I said without hesitation.
"Okay, here's the pictures." He gave me a book.
I turned many pages till I see his picture there. I pointed at it and smile as he nods. "I want you to kill my friend that lives near here." I took out a small note I wrote his address on. "Please torture him till he die of blood exhaustion."
"Okay. Thank you for coming here and the act will the depend on the price. How much you'll pay?" I took out money of my pocket giving it to him and he stared at it happily. "Thank you sir, I'm sure you'll be delighted with what you'll see later."
Saturday midnight
I cleaned my house. A little bit too clean maybe. It's suspicious now. Haha... I smiled as I see the number in the calendar again. Today is the day. I jumped and dance and sing and all too happily I fall from time to time as I wait till midnight. Turnoff all the light closing the windows. I creep up my bed lay down and pretend to sleep as someone open my window easily.
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That figure come to me and punched my abdomen with such a strong force I vomit blood. So cool. Our eyes meet. seeing his eyes makes me melt by happiness. I can finally see him up close like this. Hoho... Beautiful.
I get too happy he realized my smile and strangled me with black rope. I stunned. I won't fight him. So... I watch him doing it, torturing me. Cause I don't deserve love I only deserve suffering for I've sinned. That's what people said when they knew I'm different cause I shouldn't. So what?! I'm glad he hurts me. He's so damn cool. Haha...
