Did I Do Something Wrong?

Did you know how it's feel when everyone hate you, like you're a mistake, nobody want you. Well I already feel it since I can remember anything.
I remember when I was just a little child, I'm an orphan, I don't have family, and everyone hate me, jii-chan is the only one who care about me, but since he is a hokage, I can't be always with him.
He gave me a little apartment near the border of the village. At first I don't know why he gave me place that so far from the village, but now I understand, it's start when I got bored, I go to village. Jii-chan already warn me to stay away from the village or villeager, but me being a child, I'm so curious so I go.
And that time I know, nobody like me. When someone see me, they start to yell "The Demon" and beat me really hard, I don't know why they called me demon when I barely go outside and see them. That time I survive because one of jii-chan anbu help me.
From that time, I never go outside if it's not necessary.

When I was 5 years old, jii-chan barely come to see me and gave me food, so I'm often starved.
I start to go outside to the jungle to looking for food like fruits, but it's not enough. I start to go to the village when night come cause if someone see me I'm dead, I go to the dumpster looking for food, one time, someone see me and start to beating me. It's always like that, starving, looking for food in the dumpster, found out, beaten, go home, crying until I'm fall asleep.
One night, dinner time already passed and I'm really hungry. I look at a little ramen shop that still open, the smell is so good, I watch from far cause I don't want someone to find me. I start to think about what is ramen taste, and go home when the shop closed. And it's become my habit, after dinner time passed, I always wander around that ramen shop.
It's like the other night, I go to ichiraku ramen and just wander around that shop in the middle of the rainy night, when I decided to go home, someone called me. I prepared to run for my life but when I looked at the one that called me, I start to trembled from the cold of the rain and the fear of get beaten, the one who called me is the owner of the ramen shop.

I think that he is mad because I wander around his shop, but surprisingly something he does make me stop from my thought to run away, he gave me a blanket and ask me if I want to go inside. I follow him to the shop, it's so warm here, warmer that my bed. He gave me hot chocolate and ask me if I want to eat something. And I think he is kind enough to give me a blanket and if I ask for another thing, I will be a burden so I refused.
But he don't look satisfied with my answer and still gave me a big bowl of ichiraku ramen. I look at him with face that says 'can I eat it' and he only smile at me and said "go ahead". So I start eating, and it's the best food I ever taste. It's so delicious and so warm, I eat it like it will be my last time eating something that delicious and maybe it will. I taste the broth, lifted it so I can drink everything in that bowl and I don't know if that time I'm crying because of the overjoyed. I finished the ramen, looked at the shop owner and grin like a crazy child, with my biggest smile I ever made. I thanks him for everything and go home, that night is the first night I can sleep without nightmare.

Next day, I wear the hoody that jii-chan gave me for my birthday, it have big hood so I can hide my hair and my face. I barely use it, cause it's one of my treasure that I have. I wear it and go to ichiraku ramen, I want to pay the ramen I get last night. I don't have money but I have hand so I will use it. When I arrived, it's still empty cause it's just open, I meet the owner and tell him that I want to help to pay my ramen, he says that it's not necessary but I still insist on help him, and until now that's how I work in this shop, the owner start to paid me when I was 10 years old, and that's enough for me to survive, for food, and other necessary like clothes. I still wear my hoody until now, cause if I take it off, nobody want to come here.
And now I'm 15 yo and nothing change. I just have two people that look at me as a human not a demon, and that is jii-chan and my boss.

Owe, how rude of me, I never tell you my name. Okay let's start, hai my name is Naruto Uzumaki, I'm an orphan , and I'm 15 years old. 😁
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Should I continue?? 🙈🙈🙈