I walk into the hospital not knowing what's going to happen , the doctor said he needed to see me so urgently , is that a good thing or bad ?
"uhm Tori Grande room 23" I glance up to see a young woman pointing to the door. As I walk in I start fiddling with my fingers,why am I so nervous?
"hey Tori"
"hi"
"where's your mum?"
"outside" I mumble
"okay uh..."
"what do you want , why did you want to see me so urgently"
"oh uh so we scanned you last week , remember?" I nod my head .
"well your scan shows that you're uh diagnosed wi-with leukemia" I start panting at his words . L-l-leukemia ?
"yo-you-you can c-cure it right?"
"I'm afraid not , you only have months to live" he says as he puts his head down in shame. At this moment I've broken down completely , my cheeks are burning and my body feels so warm , I can't breathe.
"please doc no-no-no you have to cure me FIX ME" he looks away wiping a tear.
I run out of the room , I'm so stupid , I'm dumb , I'm a retard , I fuck everything up , I'm a mistake , why am I even here ? ...
two years before *
I crash my head into my pillow.
"ugh shut up" I say to my alarm clock , stupid little thing! I get up and walk over to my balcony doors , as I open the doors a cool breeze softly touches my skin , I close my eyes and take a deep breath , London , first week here , I've recently moved here from America , because-
I step back inside and feel the comfort of my toes wriggling on the carpet . I smirk at the thought of how ridiculous I look right now. I open my door and run downstairs as I smell pancakes and Brussel sprouts ! mhm I am inlove with Brussel sprouts .
"hey darl"
"sup"
"excuse me that is no way to greet your mother"
"morning mum" as I lay a kiss on her cheek I run to grab a pancake.
"no running in this house missy"
I grab a spoonful of brussel sprouts and take a seat , mimicking what my mum just said in a baby voice.
"Tori you excited for school"
"uh why should I be" shoving a pancake in my mouth.
"where are your manners Tori Rose Grande"
I take a huge spoon of Brussel sprouts and shove it in my mouth.
"uh-uh upstairs I'll go get them"
I run up as I hear my mum complaining , she isn't the one going to school ?!
I open my wardrobe and grab floral shorts, a yellow croptop and a yellow jumper. I put some music on and start singing to '24/7-common kings' while applying some makeup on.
Decent .
I run downstairs and see my brothers eating .
"ew its you" I say exaggerating the 'ou' bit.
"hey looser mum said I have to drop you off to school"
"ew , why "
"I don't know she's busy with someone" I roll my eyes as I open the fridge to grab my lunch.
"seriously already , well hurry up I want to go soon!"
"op okay let's go and don't you think its too cold to wear shorts and a crop top ?"
"uh no , just let's go"
at school*
"yeh yeh thanks mate"
"have fun , make new friends and whatever else mum would say" as Jace drives off I start laughing , oh what a loser he is .
I push open a random door and start shaking , gheez its cold! I find myself in the library , I could tell by all the books. I plump myself onto a red couch carelessly , it smells like tea in here and its really warm. Suddenly a huge football player sits next to me putting his arm around my small body.
"sup baby" I roll my eyes , he's pathetic.
"yeh hi"
"oft , you busy tonight" he turns around and all his friends are giving him thumbs up.
"yes I'm busy jerk" I walk off, stupid comeback Tori. All his friends are 'ooooo' ing. Suddenly I feel a body following me. oh shit. I pick up a book and keep on walking , wait for it , wait for it. BAM , I slam the book into a guys face and it wasn't the same guy! shit.
"oh my gosh , no no I'm so sorry I'm stupid oh my gosh" I pick him up in embarrassment.
"ouch girl you're pretty strong"
I smirk at his compliment.
"I'm sorry" I say fiddling with the ends of my hair.
"uh its okay , I'll probably have a broken cheek or bone or two , I'm fine" he says laughing.
