choir boys [ septiplier]

talks

part 3 of a choir boys special enjoy ~*

< mark's POV >

i have visited jack everyday so far, i make sure that he is ok and well looked after. sometimes i fall asleep next to him, still holding my hand and i swear that once i could feel him holding my hand to. most of the time i would talk to him, like i would do if he was awake, on the odd occasion i would hear his heart skips a beat or get faster and once i saw him give a faint smile. it's been a little over a month and jack has missed a lot of school, it got lonely with out him in classes. he may have only been in there once but knowing that he is suppose to be next to me it breaks my fucking heart.

had my cast removed 3 weeks ago and now i can walk normally so i can visit him with out being picked up by my mum. i have been visiting him every day after school and on the weekends. i do my homework next to him sometimes and, as strange as it seems, i ask him questions which makes me laugh, but sometimes i feel like he would respond and yet his eyes are firmly shut. i told everyone at the choir about what happened and they all were really shocked, scared or angry about the whole situation, except from signe which made me angry and very suspicious of her. today is Friday and everyone has agreed to skip rehearsals and come over to see jack with me.

with no surprise i was already there like always and getting ready. i looked at jack and smiled, "get yourself prepared sleepy head, all your friends are going to come and see you, we all miss you very much." i said and once again he skipped a beat. i chuckled and messed around with his hair, my laughter faded away as i looked at his hand ans held it, "i really do miss you buddy, i miss,,,this time we shared together, just you and me..." i said, i stared rubbing the back of his hand with my thumb, his skin was so delicate and smooth and i just want to hug his so bad, this time he showed no sign of life but i knew that he was listening, i want to see him again, the real him.

all of a sudden, everyone walked in laughing at each others jokes. when everyone had entered the room they stopped and looked at jack and their smile faded away, "holy shit !! mark i didn't know it was this bad ?" wade shouted, everyone gave him an evil glare and bob nudged him," shut up wade !" he said and wade looked down at his shoes guiltily, "mark... how has he been ?" matpat asked me, i felt like i was going to cry again, i looked up at him and shaked my head, "he hasn't changed since the day it happened" i said at matpat, and him he joined wade at looking at the floor to.

all of a sudden, Felix emerged from the back of the group with his eye shiny from crying, "jack !!" he shouted and ran towards him. he went on the other side of the bed, he held his hand the same way i did, and sat down next to him, i looked at marzia who was looking very tearful, " whats up with him ?" i asked marzia and she looked up and semi-smiled at me. "jack and Felix have been texting a lot before all of this happened, he help him how to cope with his bullying at our school, it was quite nice to see him finally get a close friend that will help him through his needs, jack was such i nice person in general 2 she said finally letting all of her tears out. i looked back at Felix, who was looking at jack with watery eyes.

"oh my god, why would this to happen to him !" he said, and this time he started to cry a lot more. everyone crowed around jack and saying things that i couldn't hear. " guys !! jack wouldn't have wanted us the stand around moping about him, he would want us to sit down and talk to each other because he is listening. people are saying stuff like he is dead but he is not, he is right here, he is breathing and his heart is pumping ! he is just sleeping but cant wake up and that is it ! so for jacks sake , lets just talk about anything, let us talk like we were all right her and imagine that jack is sitting with us in this room, he would have wanted that." i shouted to get everyone's attention, and to my surprise everyone did what i asked.

they all sat down and talked about everything; life, family, school and most importantly jack but not in a sad at but remembering what he has done for us. bob did his funny voices which made us all howl with laughter and i looked at jack and imagined hi laughing with us, his gleeful smile that lights up the whole room and his gorgeous eyes that makes my heart stop. when i got back to reality i saw that jacks eyes flickered slightly but still refusing to wake up, whilst everyone was still talking among themselves i held his hand and came up close to him.

" fight it jack ! you can do it, wake up jack please wake up!" his heart skipped a beat again but not in a good way, the heartbeat monitoring machine went flat line and everyone stopped talking, "j-jack ?" i stuttered. suddenly, doctors ran in and checked on jack, " he went into cardiac arrest again. quick we need to stabilize him !!" the doctor said and nurses came and ran in to help. "JACK !!" i shouted still holding jacks hand, two nurses escorted us out of the room and into the waiting room, i was crying on wades shoulder who was also crying, we heard shouting and screaming from his room and then everything stopped . then, we saw the door open and the doctor came out.