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I take my glance to the man standing in front of the altar
who is patiently waiting for her bride,
Cause any moment from now they will become binded by god with love.
I can’t help myself from smiling because of what I saw,
He stand there patiently waiting, he is smiling ear to ear ,
you will feel that he is a bit nervous, but his excitement is overflowing .
He is very handsome in his 3 piece suit.
his smokey eyes, lovely lips, and proud nose are all captivating .
No doubt how I love him, he is very sweet, caring and loving.
How I love the sound of his laughter,
His manly voice , and his humorous jokes.
I didn’t imagine that we will going to end up like this …
He is there… waiting….
My heart beats faster, that I can’t hear anything but its loud beating…
When her bride came at his side, the priest starts the ceremony…
And there I heard the two words that all of them are waiting
‘’ do you take this woman to be your lawfully wedded wife in sickness and in health for richer and for poorer as long as you both shall live?’’
-The priest ask to Cyrus .
He lay his eyes on me and smiled..
‘’ I do ‘’
And after he said those words, I smiled…. Bitterly
After cyrus and steph exchange their vows to each other,
the priest speaks,
‘’ By the power vested in me, I pronounce you as man and wife,
you may now kiss the bride’’.
Cyrus responded. he lifted the veil uncovering the beautiful face of steph , he kissed her passionately . full of love
Everyone seems so happy ,
but not me.
And there’s one thing is for sure …
It breaks my heart seeing the guy I love kissing someone,
and that someone is the one he loves …
The guest applauded and the music starts playing…
I didn’t imagine how we end up like this,
Because of what I’ve done,
The wrong decision I made,
Everything disappear
FLASHBACK
( A YEAR AGO)
I don’t know what to choose,
My dreams? or the man I love ?
The dean offer me to study abroad.
To be the exchange student for a year or two.
I immediately accept it because I know it will help me to have a better future,
That time, I thought that choosing my dreams is the best thing to do
I didn’t tell cyrus everything about it.
I kept it for myself, I don’t want him to expect for nothing
and wait for me with no assurance,
A week before our anniversary I leave him,
I didn’t text him nor call,
I didn’t answers his mails,
I change my number and deactivate all my accounts .
*end of flashback*
After a year of studying and living in Seoul National University.
my life became normal again
And just like the other exchange students, for once in a while we have a chance to visit the country where we came from. And So I visit home,
At the time of my arrival, im very exited, My feelings are overflowing,
When I get back, I want to talk to cy and say my sorry because
I became a coward & immature,
I didn’t stand my love for him. I was so wrong.
I didn’t consent things with him,
I m the one who only made the decisions
I didn’t consider his feelings.
That’s why im very very sorry.
Whatever will be, I am ready for the consequence,
what will be his decisions,
I’m going to face them all.
When I came to cy’s hometown,
There is a celebration heading me,
I smile to my self
‘ did dean tell him that I’ll arrive ?’
‘ I can’t wait to see you my love’ – I said .
But when I came in. I saw steph, she is cy’s bestfriend.
What made me stiff is what she is wearing, a beautiful gown
A Wedding gown…
Then the man from a room call her..
‘’ sweety, where are you…?
I can’t find my shoes…!
where did you put it ? well be late for our wedding ! ‘’
As he went out from the room
He saw me …
And there i know,
i lost everything …
I lost my heart …
-THE END -
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