Adopted by Zerrie

Hi, my name is Alina. And in my 14 years never have I once had a family that loves me. the only sense of love I have ever experienced was the love for literature. I read as much as I can because well..... reading is my life. I always wondered what it was like to have a mum and a dad that love you and I suppose I will never know. at the age of two my world came falling too pieces because my parents had died in a car wreck. now that I think of it I wonder how I was able to survive and why did I survive because that night I too was in the car wreck. I'm still trying to figure out what my life would've been like with a family, but its pointless to keep wondering, after all I have been in this bloody damn orphanage for eleven years anyway. no one wants me, why would anyone want me? I get bullied on a day to day basis, I cut myself, I'm bipolar, I'm very self reserved, and apparently I'm emo. I don't get how I am but according to the people in my orphanage that do bully me I'm emo. I still hold on to this little piece of hope that maybe just maybe I will get adopted into a family that will love met and care for me just as mine would've done for me.