I remember it all like it was yesterday. He was my everything my life. Memories flow back into my mind and that's when flashback starts. I could still feel his touch on my body, his fingers slide down my spine, I could still feel his lips against my neck and I could still hear his raspy, deep voice whispering into my ear, he was whispering things that sent chills up my spine while he was giving me love, pleasure and a sense of protection. We were very much alike but yet so different . He didn't like sharing or telling me how he felt about me but the way he looked at me was enough for me to know that he cared. Oh, his eyes... his dark green eyes could make a girl melt and weak. His lips, his lips were soft like rose pedals and tasted like heaven. His smile, oh my, his smile had to be the best thing about him with those beautiful dimples of his. Ha yea... we spent almost everyday together and we promised each other we would love each other until the end of time. Every minute I was with him was magical and enchanting. He made me feel loved, wanted, cared for, beautiful and important for once.
ah the memories...
But as you read this I must tell you that there is no such thing as a flawless relationship. There are quite a few bumps and bitches along the way but hold on to your man as hard as you can because you have no idea when your going to loose him.
you don't understand.... all I wanted for him was to .... stay....
- carter
