Troyes pov
I opened my eyes and stretched up to reach the roof in my bed room. I clambered out of my blue bed and slipped on my pink fluffy rabbit slippers. I walked into my bathroom and stood and stared in the mirror ... 'I wish I looked like a model' I thought 'I wish I was Hansom' 'i hate being this skinny' 'maybe I should just die' are the thoughts flowing through my head as I looked at my pale body in the mirror. I picked up my blue comb and gel and gelled my hair up to the perfect quiff, as today was a special occasion... I was skyping tyler ! I know I'm obsessed right? But he is so beautiful and he is just perfect and ugh , I can't explain it. I walked over to my iMac and brought Skype up , I pressed video call and tyler answered almost immediately ... but he didn't look like the happy Tyler I usually see , he was red.Tears streaming down his face and he was whimpering at the camera.
"TYLER WHATS WRONG" I stared into the camera
He sniffed "look on twitter troye , just look at my mentions"
I quickly opened up the twitter tab and searched Tyler Oakley in the search bar
"@harrylurvesme OMG tyler is a pest , he doesn't deserve to be on this planet"
"@liamvstyler I can't believe what tyler said to Liam OMG just die tyler no one cares"
"@hatetylero Jesus Christ well done tyler , go stab your self you filthy cow"
I was sobbing at the rude people on Tyler's twitter , I quickly closed the tab to look back at Tyler's face
"Tyler it's ok , listen, do you want me to come over to America , I can't stand to see you like this " I said wiping my eyes
"No don't troye that's stupid , no one cares , remember? I should just die" he sobbed into his t-shirt and all I wanted to do was run and give him a massive hug to stop him crying so he knows he has people he can trust and love forever ...
"Tyler everyone cares apart from the stupid directioners! don't worry about them seriously! they are just trying to get to you and annoy you so they can make you give up , but promise me You will stay strong?" I said waiting on an answer
"I promise.... I need to go shower troye, see you later" he hung up the Skype call and I went straight online to book the tickets to fly over to his place , I didn't care what he thought , he needed me in this time and I had to be there
Tyler's pov
I stumbled into the bathroom having another look at my twitter
"@jaimestyles ew , you make me sick tyler just shutup and kill yourself"
"@jenhearthoran tyler oakley makes me sick , what's wrong with his face and his attitude man , get a grip cunt"
I turned the shower on and as I reached over I had a sudden urge to grab the green razor next to the shampoo
I picked it up and popped the blade out.
A/N hey guys what do ya think :)
I ship troyler so much man
Anyways so the next part will have some self harm so please don't read if you don't like that kind of stuff
Thankyou for reading guys !
