Before You Walk Out Of My Life💔

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Royalty in the media

August

"Damn man that's fucked up but you know i got you on whatever " i told him. "Shit so fucked up right now never n my life that i thought somebody so innocent sweet as this girl would happen to a person like her she don't deserve this shit man" He said still looking out the window. "You right man she don't " I said.  April walked into the house and smiled at us. "I see ya'll made up how" She asked with the biggest smile on her face. "Shit happened  imma tell you later" i said . She looked at DaDa and her smile faded into a frown she knew something was wrong she wobbled over to him and hugged him. "Whatever it is DaDa you gone get through it" she said pulling away from him he nodded. "Im-imma go it was cool fw you bro" DaDa said getting up and dabbing me up and leaving before i could say some. I turned to April and sighed. "what happen aug" she asked walking towards me. I rubbed her big stomach and explained...

DaDa

I went back to robyn house and unlocked her door with the key she made for me. I saw her in the kitchen drinking water with her night clothes on i snuck behind her and held her stomach from the back i sat my chin in the crook of her neck. "You mad" she asked. "Nah ma i'm not mad i'm happy i met somebody like you" I said honestly. She turned around towards me and laid her head on my chest i could tell she was crying. "I don't wanna lose you" her voice cracked. I grabbed both sides of her face gently and raised it up so she could look at me. "You not loosing me ma you special and i swear i won't ever forget you Lets just enjoy the time left we got" i said looking in her eyes she nodded and i picked her up bridal style and packed her to the bedroom i sat her body on the bed pulling off my shirt i laid her back and climbed on top of her kissing her gently. "What you doing" she asked. "Shh i want to make love to you this time" i whispered kissing on her stomach then her neck she tried her hardest to hold her moan in....

1 week later

Promise

We arrived at the park we was taking royalty to play even though she was only 9 months. Chris took her out the car seat and we walked to the swings I recorded them playing together they wore the same thing a burgundy jogging suit Royalty could walk but not very good she mainly wobbled and crawled. She ran around the playground while chris chased her i recorded and laughed. "I'm gone get you" Chris said chasing her I smiled. Surprisingly shit been going good everything been exactly how it should be . Chris picked up royalty and her loud giggles filled the park making people smile at her. "Ya'll hungry i asked walking up to them Royalty had her hoodie on. "Yeah lets go eat" Chris said while holding Royalty. I swear before we had Royalty he didn't act like this he loves his daughter so much and i can tell he would do anything for her he doesn't like her to be hurt or sad nothing like that. He protects her and gives her all of his love and i'm happy to witness it everyday. "What you trynna eat" Chris asked happily....

April

"August stop so he can get dressed"i laughed as august blowed and tickled June's stomach making him laugh loudly. "stop" June laughed trying to wiggle his way from under  August. August stopped kissed June's forehead. "Come on June put on these clothes so we can go with daddy to eat" I dressed him in his light blue jeans his green polo shirt with his green puma's i put on his newest green trench coat i didn't tie it up though.  The Atlanta weather was cold this week. After i dressed him he ran out the room quickly I knew my baby was hungry i wore a light pink peach leotard some dark blue cut up fitted skinny jeans that were folded neatly at the bottom and my all peach pink addidas that matched i grabbed my white trench coat that stopped a little over my ass and put it on. My hair was already done which was curls...

Denise

Where we going i giggled as Jeff covered my eyes with his hands. This morning he told me to get dressed in something casual so i wore some all black joggers a matching hoodie and some black adidas. My hair was in a high ponytail i didn't have weave in my head i wore my real hair which was shoulder length and real curly. "Alrght" Jeff said un covering my eyes . I covered my mouth a tear fell from my eye onto my sleeve. 

Flashback

"Come on baby cover your eyes" My mom spoke. I closed my eyes trusting her i was only 7 years old. "Un cover them" she spoke once again i uncovered my eyes to see a big space with wooden floor. "mama what are we doing in this place" i asked confused. she rubbed the sides of my arms with her hands behind me. "Baby what do you see' she asked . "I see a old room" i said honestly. "No baby this is your future this room will teach you everything you want to know about yourself no matter how old it is " she explained. I didn't know what she meant by that but i trusted her. She taught me dance moves that she knew i could handle after that day i knew that  i wanted to be a dancer...

flashback over

I turned to Jeff and his smile faded once he saw tears coming from my eye. "You alright " he asked concerned. "J-J-Jeff wh-w-why did you bring me here you know how i feel about this place you know how much this means to me " i cried before running out the place and getting back in the car. 

flashback

Me: so mama you coming right

Mom: yes Nise I'm going to have to walk but I'm coming

Me: ok whatever just get here It's about to start

hangs up..

 ok Denise your turn" My Home Girl told me. I looked into the crowd not seeing my mama i sighed and went on stage.....After i got off my phone rung for the 6th time i answered it..

Me: hello

?:Hello is this Denise daughter of Dominique ?

Me: yes this is her

?: I'm terribly sorry but your mother was shot walking and she is dead

i dropped the phone....

flashback over

I was 18 when that happened in college and everything i blamed myself for a while i gave up on dancing that same day and started slacking on my grades drinking alot and i got kicked out of college. Jeff got into the car. "Denise i promise i wasn't trying to make you sad but you got to get back to dancing this your dream baby and i'm trying to be that push you need you got real talent " he said looking into my eyes. I looked at him. "Jeffery i haven't dancing in almost 3  years i don't think i can do it" i said shaking my head. "Baby look at me you can and you won't know until you try" He said making me look at him. "I nodded ill try" i said...

Ronnie

I went downstairs to find Honesty laying on the couch . I laid down with her and she layed her head on my chest. "Honest what you think about going on a trip just me and you" i asked looking at the ceiling. She lifted her head off my chest and looked at me. i looked at her. "I would love that Ronnie" she smiled. "So you want to go on a trip with me" I asked . "Yes" she laughed. I smiled showing my whites. "We going to miami next month" i said pecking her lips. "Oh my god baby i'm so happy" She said with this big ass smile on her face.....