True Life -Song-

True Life

Verse 1
Its  coursing through my veins
I can't handle this pain
I'm thought of a no one
Trouble has me going

Thank you for keeping your promises
Sorry its hard to keep mine
I don't mean to hurt
But the demons are trapped inside

Chorus 1
All I ask is to be like that
No worries and no cares
Except for normal responsibilities
Of which I'm completely aware

If life is going to be like this
Why even live
Hard for me to decide
If that's what it wants then I'll give

Chorus 2
It says "Life can be hard"
But really its hell
What do I begin with
Being held in a prison cell

No, I'm not okay
Really, I don't want you to feel bad
I'm used to this way
I'm used to what I have

Verse 2
Love is a bad game
It can only show how much you appreciate
Does it even matter
If I go away

Few say "Stay"
Some say "Go away"
Others might care
If I don't stick around to hear

Chorus 1
But all I want is to be like that
No worries, no cares
Only normal responsibilities
These I am completely aware

Yes, life is gonna be like this
What's the point to live
Hardest decision I've made
And what if I just give

Chorus 2
It says "Life can be hard"
But really its hell
What do I begin with
Being held in a prison cell

No I'm not okay
Really, I don't want you to feel bad
I'm used to this way
I'm used to what I have

Bridge
Am I unique
Or am I not normal
Special and formal don't mix
I'm a loser and I might be horrible

I can't help the urge
Its hard to explain
Just not yet
It won't be happening

But if it does
Will you be there
Will you come to save me
If I give in to hell

Chorus 2
It says "Life can be lonely"
Really its hell
I think I can begin with
Being locked in a prison cell

I am not okay
Not even a little bit
It hard to hold on
But its just how I live

But I had to get used to my life
Each day it  gets harder
Life can be long
And I don't want to make it longer

But its to short to die off of
If its even possible
For me to stay alive
Will you be there to help with my true life

Will you help me with my true life