First day of school
I thought i was going to make a change this year. I was gonna try to fit in with the popular. But i just wore skinny jeans, my Dc shoes, BOTDF shirt. But when i got down stairs. "U better hurrry you dont wanna be late for the first day of school" My mom said giving me my book bag.
"Ya thanks mom bye" I said while running to school. When i got there. O_O everyone was laughing at meh. :/ I got to see my best friend courtney. We were best friend for 2 years now :D. but i had a crush on a guy name jeremy. I ask him out and we were dating til 6pm. He dump me for a my friend alyssa cause she prettier then meh :'(. i started crying then i cut my self. i been cutting for 5 years.
So when it was demecber i stay inside my room for christmas...... I Felt alone like i cant trust anyone.... But my best friend nick ask my out i said yes til it was jan. 14 he dump me then on valentines day he ask me out and then on march 14 he dump meh D':. I felt heart broken and unloved. i wanted to end my life past a week i felt depress..
ill update more about how im doing :P
