false hope; joshler [✔]

June 16th

You didn't wake up.
I guess I'll have to write down what I was trying to tell you on the last letter instead of telling you in person.
Now that I think about it, I can tell you in person too.
The only downside about that is that you aren't able to react properly or talk back to me.
That sucks but I'm still considering the idea.
Maybe.
But for now, I'll write it down.
Tyler, you've been my best friend for countless years.
We've had our fair share of arguments and fights but we always remained friends.
We became a lot closer in highschool when you came out to me as gay.
After graduation we bought an apartment together.
We don't sleep together or anything weird since we're only friends and we have separate rooms but ever since we started living with each other, I've started questioning myself.
That's all I'm going to tell you.
I won't say more before I regret it.
Love, Joshua.