We all know that one kid who acts like their life sucks when its really good. Well i do too but to be honest its not. A good friend of mine has been bullied since for a long time. I know some people would say "so what my mom abandoned me when i was born" or something like that. Well, he was bullied since first grade for being smaller than the other kids, being ugly, and he looked weak as a twig. But it only got worse because his bratty sister who couldnt shut up to save her life started school and told all the popular kids about his bladder issue. Basically he hated himself since he was 7. Throughout all of his life he was never truly cared about. Yea he had 1 really close friend but when all the other kids had every thing he felt like he had nothing. Later in 4th grade he got picked on bcs he never had a girlfriend which isn't even his fault but for some retarded reason he did. In 5th grade he met a girl who was his 2nd closest friend, she even claimed him as her brother, and he liked her...a lot. When he finally got the courage to ask her out his heart was racing and he almost knew she'd say yes. Then the worst thing possible happened, she said no then she said she couldn't talk to him for a while because of her back surgery the next day. He almost immediatly lost control and spiraled into depression but theres more reasons for the depression than being rejected, it wasnt until he was told by someone that no one likes him so he needs to die in a lonely hole and he actually considered it, that the depression really showed, from then until 8th grade he hated his existance and questioned whether or not to take his life. One day in 7th grade he was tossing and turning all night thinking"who would miss me, who would cry, who would even know i disappeared" so he told his closest friend about his thoughts and what was going on, his mom got his phone later that night and she read the messages. He was then put in counseling and got anti-deppression meds. They helped... for a while, then his great gma died and he lost it. She was as much of a mom to him as his own mom. He lost control of his life, the next day his science teacher told him that he is a prick and doesn't deserve love. He lost it after that he told his science teacher to go kill himself, well he got ISS for that one. Then the move to Ohio happened at the end of 7th grade.
