Story of my failure of a life

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YES I DID JUST MAKE A PARAMORE REFERENCE!!!!1!1!1!1!!!! But we are not here for freaking paramore references GOD DAMMIT!!!! You get to learn about my crush.......... UGHHHHH. God. I didn't realize I liked him until the end of the school year, soooooo....... ya. He was an 8th grader and I'm in 7th so it was his last year at the school, meaning I would prob never see him again and knowing this CRUSHED MY HEART. Cause when I like a guy I have 6 stages
1- you're cute but I don't know you but you're cute
2- mmmmmmmmmhh you're pretty cute with a nice personality
3- oh shit.
4- FUCK
5- FUCKING FLYING FUCKCYCLES UGH GOD ORGASM AAAAAAHHHHHH
6- Dan Howell
So ya on to the story. I figured out that every A day during the passing period in between 7th and 8th period, we walk down the same hallway. It's the same for B days just in between 3rd and 4th. During those 1 minutes I have to find him (the other 2 he has already gone to class or I'm at mine already) I go into FUCKING SEARCH AND RESCUE LIKE HE IS MY PHONE AND MY MOM IS CALLING SO IF I DONT ANSWER THIS CALL WITHIN .2 SECONDS MOM WILL THINK IVE BEEN MURDERED AND GROUND ME THE MINUTE I ANSWER THE PHONE SO IM SEARCHING FOR HIM JUST TO SEE HIS BEAUTIFUL SMILE AND EYES AND FACE AND HEAR HIS FREAKING LAUGH is so cute god I should have done some thing help me. One of my friends (yes ikr I can't believe it either I have friends) was like HADLEY I KNOW HOW TO TELL IF A GUY LIKES YOU so I listened to the little hints like fidgeting, smiling, and dilating pupils. ALL OF THE SIGNS WERE POSITIVE WITH HIM so I got excited and like never got the chance to talk to him again so ya he might have liked me but he used to bring up little things from our past conversations and it was cute and now I stalk him on fb you want to know some thing else

I NEVER GOT HIS NAME