Paper Thin

Chapter 9

In life, nothing will ever happen ​the way you imagine it or plan it. And yes, I won't deny because honestly karma was a bitch, no scratch that Karma is a bitch, and you know how bitch's hate all the girl's around them, and that's what karma was doing, she hated me and loathed me and I'd lie if I said that the feelings weren't mutual, right now!

I know I'm going to die somehow right now. Oh! I was so feeling that feeling-this is my ending.

"What.The.Fuck.Where.You.Doing?" His low voice gave me the total feeling of déjà vu, so cold as ice. His eye were burning, raging. He was still standing there, shooting dragger's towards me, hand's curled up into tight fist. I could see some of the vein's popping out

I gripped the blanket tightly into my fist, the temperature of the room somehow dropped too low, and I knew it was because of him. His aura was cold.

"I.. I can ex.. explain.." I said, still not breaking eye contact with him and tried to gulp the lump formed in my throat. I was ashamed how my voice quivered. God! I hope you welcome me.

His jaw clicked and he started walking towards me. I quickly backed up, fearing what he will do to me. He looked murderous. My back hit the headboard, and I pushed my back against it more, as if I'll disappear. He took full long steps with his hot sexy legs, as he reached my side of the bed and I quickly scrambled to the other side of the bed, but you know what I wanna curse the Karma.

His hand gripped my ankle and pulled me towards him. A scream escaped my lips as he dragged me, until I reached the edge of the bed, to him. I was lying on my stomach, and I was trying to crawl away from him, like a maniac. Jesus! I don't wanna die!! His grip tightened around my ankle and suddenly he flipped me on my back.

I was fighting him, and trashing trying to get away. Suddenly he held both my wrist tightly in his each hand and pinned them above my head, leaning down towards me. His face was so close to me, and with that ladies and gentlemen stopped me from thrashing.

Holy.Fuck.

Jesus.Christ!

I was breathing heavily and was looking at him, with big wide eye's like a saucer. Holy fuck! He's so hot!! Wait what?! Why am I thinking this now?

His eyes bore into mine, and again I could see the small speck's of blue. But there​ was storm in his eyes which made his eyes look more of a darker colour. Dangerous. His lips were of so pink colour, they were pressed into a firm line. His cheek bones were sharp, which I never noticed, but today since he was so close I couldn't stop myself from checking him out. His jaw line was perfectly in shape, and sharp and was assuming he was gritting his teeth, I could notice the slightest movement. There was a light scar on his forehead, I wanted to tou-

"Are you fucking done?" His voice was hard, controlled and cold. This brought me back from my unwanted stupid thought's. Blood rushed to my face, and I knew I looked like a tomato by now!

What's wrong with me?!

Everything.

Shut up!

His grip on my wrist tighten so much that a hiss of pain escaped my mouth, and reminded me how dangerous he is! I moved my wrist against his hand, but he tightened it too much, cutting the blood flow. I'm sure there will be bruises, by tomorrow.

Only if you're alive.

That wasn't helpful!!!

I squirmed under him, trying to move my hands, that was hurting too much. Tears brimmed my eyes as I looked at him in the eye and that was my breaking point. His eyes were so cold, and distant. But there was satisfaction also?

"I think I clearly said you that you gotta stay away from me, princess? Hm?" He said, looking me straight in the eye's and gripped my wrist more tightly. A small sob escaped my lips as I felt tears slipping out my eyes.

"Ple..please..." My voice shook as I said. Why was I pleading him, I don't know but I really needed him to stop that grip. God this hurt so much!

He leaned more close to my face, his nose touching mine, and his minty breath fanning my face. His eyes bore into mine as a shiver ran down my whole body, raising the goosebumps all over. This was fear.

"Please what princess?" His wispered, his breath hit my lips. His lips quirked up a little, he was enjoying this.

"I.. I'm sorry. I..I just needed wa..water.... I saw Em.. Emily's bedroom door open.... I wa..was just che.. checking- Oh! God no please please please, you're hurting me" He gripped my right wrist so tightly, I felt a bone must've cracked. I shut my eyes in pain as I sobbed, tears falling continuously. That hurt so fucking much!!

"Open your eyes." His voice was demanding and controlled. Without emotion. I quickly opened my eyes and looked into his eyes as tears kept falling. He was breathing heavily now, his eye's were showing something, something darker and dangerous but he soon covered it.

He leaned down more and now our lips almost touching, I could feel the slight touch of his lips. And that burned something in my stomach. Fuck what is wrong with me?!

"This was the last time you ever did this, because believe me princess, next time there will be no next time. Got it?" He said as his lips brushed against mine, but he maintained eye contact as I saw how serious and cold he was.

How can someone be so bipolar? I couldn't believe just minutes ago he was singing the most touching song to his baby sister, almost vulnerable and so sweet. And now he turned into such a monster? What happened to him? Why was he like this?

He tightened the grip once again on my wrist as I saw he was still waiting for my answer. I nodded my head not sure of my voice.

His eye's held something that I can't pinpoint at that moment. His eyes roamed all over my face, slowly, as if capturing everything. Then his eyes slowly took mine, and then I saw a little bit of softness but he soon shut it down as he quickly released my hand and stood up straight, turning and walking out of my room, slamming the door shut.

I released a heavy breath, trying to control my breathing. I moved my hands and a sob escaped my lips as I brought both of my hands to my chest, cradling them. That hurts so bad! But why was he hurting me?

I know one thing, that something would've happened to him, to be the way he is. Because I saw him with Mary, Chris and specially Emily and he loved them, clearly.

Maybe something happened to him, and all the string's inside him broke, and somehow, even after all this I wanted to mend him, and this is going to fuck me up badly.

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