My Saviour. (Jillian Jensen FanFiction)

My Saviour.

*Hey! I'm pretty sure this is my first stroy/fanfic type thing on here... so no hate plEASE. And please note... This story is based on true events that actually happened to me. All names and ages except for Jillian Jensen have been changed for sake of their privacy*

Charlotte's POV

"Charlotte! Come downstairs for dinner!" That's me... Charlotte Harvey... I'm 15 years old and this is the stroy of how I first found my life saver.

"Yeah mom, I'll be right down"

I walk downstairs and sit down at the table with my mom, my step dad and my sister.

"Hey Mom, can I watch the X Factor tonight?"

Tonight is Wednesday, September 12, 2013. The X Factor auditions continue tonight. I really only watch it because Demi Lovato is a judge, and she's my inspiration. I really love watching competition shows like this because it shows me that you can get what you want if you push towards your goals.

"If you must, I guess you can." Mom said.

We finish up dinner, it's 7:30- so I have about a half hour until TXF starts. I take a quick shower and prop myself up on the couch... then the show starts. I would've never thought that a random Wednesday night would be the night I found my reason for staying here... for staying alive... for actually trying to recover. I never thought that this night would be the one night that i would the light at the end of the tunnel, the light to lead me out of this depression.

"The next contestant is 19 year old Jillian Jensen" Says Ryan Secrest.

Then she starts speaking...

"When I was in middle school... I- I was severely bullied as well as high school. For a long time... I didn't know how to deal with it. I would cry myself to sleep every night and... I've always been so passionate about music. I was never afraid to be myself! They would just always try to bring me down because I am... the way I am. They would tell me 'You're not good. You're not going to make it anywhere, they'd prank call me and ... play my songs to me, and say like- like- they'd just be... making fun of them. And it was just- you know? It wasn't fair."

She then started to sing... Seeing somebody that into their performance made me so inspired... her emotion was just radiated through your television.. I know that I broke down, because I felt like there was finally someone there I could look up to.

"Char.. Are you crying? Babygirl don't cry. She's just a girl. It's not like she'll ever know you exist..."

She'll "never know I exist..."

I ran upstairs- Thinking of Jillian...

I shut my door and just continuously thought of how powerful she was towards me. I took out my phone and tried to find her on Twitter...

There it is....

"Would you like to follow Jillian Jensen: @ItsJillJensen on Twitter?"

I clicked that follow button and went through twitter a bit...

(a/n if any of these accounts are real i have no idea i'm coming up with them in my head. sorry if i offend anyone. these are tweets i see on a daily.)

"@DemsLavato: @itsjilljensen omg i'm so jealous tht u got to hug demi"

"@lovatic4eva: tht jill girl has such a fake sob story she just wants tha attention"

"@luvmeddl: @itsjilljensen u rocked 2nite! dont give up. stay tru to u :)"

I decided... maybe it's best if I tweet her...

"@__CharHLovely: @itsjilljensen hey! just saw your audition! wanted 2 tell you to never give up because i can tell that u love doing what u do(:"

After I sent that tweet, I set my phone on my bed and decided to go back downstairs and see how the show was going...

"Hey Char, did the poor baby get angry that her mommy said some singer girl will never realize she exists? Aw... BooHoo." My sister, Makayla, said.

"No... I didn't get 'angry' I wanted to go upstairs and find her on Twitter."

Okay... truthfully? I was kind of angry that my mom said that... but its whatever. She may never notice me, or know I exist, but at least she knows there are people who are there for her...