Emilys pov
I slowly start to open my eyes as I can feel the morning air touch skin . I turn to find spencer not by my side then I remember back to the night before we where in a big fight .and reid left to get some air we didn't like fighting it was our first fight as a couple
just thinking about the fight made me want to cry it was all my fault .
I was snapped out of my thoughts by the sound of my phone going off .
it was Hotch calling me
I pick up the phone and answered
and what I heard nearly killed me
" Prentiss i need you to come to the hospital right away Reid has been injured he was at the bau last night a father of a victim came in and shot up the bau a couple other agents got shot reid tried to take him down before he hurt more people but instead he got shot
my whole world just shattered into a million pieces this was all my fault .
"Emily are you still there?" hotch asks while i try not to cry the best i can
"ya im here i am on my way " i hang up the phone
i get into my work clothes i didn't even bother to do my makeup i run out of the door "
i drove as fast as i can to the hospital i was going almost 53mph over the speed limit
a soon as i got to the hospital i ran to the receptionist
" i need the room for spencer reid please " i practically yell
" room 147"
i ran to the room as fast as i can and when i opened the door
i felt like i couldn't breath i walked over to where reid was laying he was still sleeping he had so many wires on him
i carefully wrapped my arms around his neck trying not to hurt him
" spencer if you can hear me i am so so sorry this is all my fault "
i stayed there and cried intill i fell in to a sleep plagued with worry in spencers embrace
special thanks to @ssa_prentiss for helping me with my writers block
