Chicken Soup for the Gay Soul (Destiel Oneshots)

The Angst List (a/n)

you dont have to read all this its word vomit but BASICALLY,

i have this list and i called it the angst list or the "LSASS" list which is short for

LIST OF STUPID ASS SHIT DELINQUENT COLLEGE STUDENTS DO THAT COULD MAKE A NICE ANGSTY COLLEGE AU 

which has contents i will not speak of because it is very complex and professional with bulletin points plus i think ive got some things people havent written about yet in the destiel community so i wanna keep that on the DL. Its also got your common tropes though like partying and spin the bottle, truth or dare, tattoos, skinny dipping, JUST UR REGULAR SCHEDULED COLLEGE PROGRAMMING  ya know (not that all college students break laws,, besides speeding).

but basically as i go through this list i keep thinking of more scenarios and it starts to pile up in my brain, and theres just so many ways to write them. So in my head i would come up with comic book strips but i can NOT draw like i can maybe draw like a chibi or a nice stick figure but how weird would that be to see cute little drawing preforming adult acts. so ive written down many random destiel conversations in my journal pertaining to the contents of this list, but thats starting to take up too much space as well so WHY NOT DUMP IT ALL ONLINE FOR EVERYONE TOO SEE. You're gonna be able to see my thought process and how i believe an urbanized-non-angel Castiel speaks and how a dean winchester who doesnt have to deal with IRL monsters lives his everyday life. the sad thing is these strips dont go well together so im hoping once i write all this down and organize it i can make some sort of story line and post it to my ao3. Like i first started to write it as a chapter fic rather than this mess im going for i portrayed castiel as a sort of shy introvert who is innocent and he meets dean who basically corrupts him and shows him the world of college life lived by people with mostly death wishes or daddy issues which coincidentally Dean Winchester has BOTH. In my journal though i have him down as a laid back kinda guy who is deans fuck buddy who do stupid shit together because they both hate life. either way though theyre both angsty as fUck but im gonna try to meet these too lovely cas' (casi?) in the middle, to make a nice college castiel sandwhich and hopefully in the middle of that sandwich is good character development.

(tl;dr i have a list of scenarios and a cas crisis)