Mistakes

Prologe

She was smiling,her brown eyes bright and her beautiful dark hair in a bun as she stood in the large school cafeteria surrounded by her friends..But me..I'm standing away from her. Why? i asked myself. Confused I started to look around.Then  all of sudden we were in her bedroom,her room a mess with clothes all over and the smell of her perfume barely noticeable. But even with the fan going it still felt stuffy. her beautiful brown eyes weren't bright anymore But filled with tears and sadness. A look she rarely wore she looked at me with eyes full of tears. A tear fell down her tanned cheek and on to the mattress."It's all your fault" she Sniffled . I looked in her eyes confused and hurt. Then just as fast as we were in her bedroom I was Suddenly in a bubble on the opposite side of the room watching her helplessly as she empty the pills in her hands.I felt a sharp pain in my chest. I pounded on the bubble that surrounded me "STOP" I pleaded "OH,GOD DONT DO IT!" I cried "ASHELY" I yelled
"DONT FUCKING LEAVE ME" I
screamed. Harder and harder I pounded on the bubble hoping it might break.It felt like a hour before the bubble broke.When it finally did I desperately ran to her. As I reached for her she swallowed."Goodbye" she cried, "I love you" I whispered as I fell on the grounded sobbing.I was no longer in her room but..in the hospital? She laid there in the hospital bed . She looked awful,Her skin pal.her eyes had dark that surrounded them."Ashely" I just barely managed to  whispered as I softely reached to hold  her hand. "Go away,it's all your fault" jerking her hand away. Again felling the pain in my chest all I could Manage to say was "I'm sorry".

Haven't written in a while..I hope you've enjoy..and questions,comments,ideas or suggestions would be helpful💖