People think that goodbye is harder than Hello, they are in fact wrong. I struggle to breathe and stay alive thinking about how it would feel to be able to say hello again.I do not understand how i lost my ability to greet.
It has been seven years since i lost the love of my life, seven years since i stopped loving life and began surviving.
It all began when my love died, his name was Logan and i watched him get stabbed by a gang of murderers, he was too good for this world. He cried out for me to run, i would not leave him so they stabbed me in the stomach and took his body - leaving me on the road to die.
I was saved by woman named Jenny, she looked like an angel but i believe my vision mislead me.
She placed me into the back of her car, i lay there bleeding out thinking of Logan also bleeding out in the back of another car. His bright blue eyes fading out and the blood stopped in my body.
I was saved but i wish i hadn't.
Today i begin my first day alive again, for i am ready to love and live again.
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My stop is in 30 minutes, London here i come.
I have not been here since Logan died, i looked for over a year and became so poor i had to sell myself to earn enough money to come home. I am wiser now, i need to move on.
There is a gentleman sitting opposite me, he is looking at me as i read, his eyes never leaving me.
He begins to laugh quietly to himself.
"Something funny sir?" i say sternly without looking up.
He looks at me in the eyes yet i do not meet them.
"Well i don't mean to be nosey but it appears you have quite an admirer..." He says in a deep and quiet tone.
He looks around 24, with deep blue eyes and well styled blonde hair - accompanied with a suit. He smiles eagerly as i finally meet his eyes and smirk playfully.
"I usually don't date men on trains." i say giggling.
"Well i hate to disappoint you but the man is outside the window, not on the train." He says realising i thought he was hitting on me.
What an embarrassment, we are halted at a station, i look out at the window to see a man smiling at me wildly and not blinking. I smile and turn back to my chuckling companion.
"you had me mistaken Sir," I say low toned.
"Would you have been flattered if it was me, Miss?" he says smiling.
"I guess we will never know, this is my stop Sir, it was nice to travel with you. " I say mysteriously as i grab my suitcase and stand by the train door waiting for it to stop. I leave the man and put my coat on.
The train door opens and a grip on my arm is felt.
I turn sharply inhaling, it was the man.
"You left your book," He says handing it to me, his grip an exciting touch.
"Thank you," i say meeting his eyes, The train pulls away as the doors close and he - on the other side smiles one last time.
I run after the slow starting train, i see him laugh but it doesn't bother me.
With a window open i shout: "Sir, the name is Bella!"
"Colt Diars!" He shouts back chuckling as he disappears into the distance.
I look to my wrist and long for this man's touch, a touch i once felt long ago that scars my very soul.
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