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" - He grabbed her in his arms.
And that's all she ever needed."

Fluff + Smut
(Smut starts at 1k words.)

S T A R L I G H T
A P H M A U    P O V
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I wasn't letting him go. Not ever again.

I was hugging his torso to me, his arm around my waist.

We were on the roof, and everyone gave us space while we just cuddled and sat close together on the couch.

Melissa, my mom, and Aaron's mom kept looking at us and silently cheering; they really want us to have kids.

If you're a human, and Aaron's a werewolf. . . I wonder what pups!

I still blush at the thought.

Aaron's fingers trailed my hip. He had his head back, savoring the moment. I was too.

My arms were around his waist and my head was on his chest, his purple vest tickling my face if I moved.

I don't think either of us noticed, but we both fell asleep.

My eyes opened, and it was pitch black, with only the moonlight to guide my eyes.

I was in Aaron's arms, and his hair lay over his face perfectly. His lips were parted and his breathing was even. The ears on his head twitched when I moved, but he stayed asleep.

My eyes traveled down from his face. Down, down, to his scars.

The ones I gave him.

Aphmau, listen to me!

Listen to a coward?
You always think you know what's best for me.
The only reason I even talk to you, is because I felt sorry for you.
Sad little boy, with no friends.

Aph, I will always love you.

You never, made me happy.

Please. . .

The best thing you can do for me. . . Is die.

I hate you!
I hate you with everything I have!
Someone as worthless - as pathetic as you!
You are nothing compared to my love!
Just die!

You just. . . Need to smile. . .

Tears now sped down my cheeks, my hand covering my mouth so I didn't let any sobs escape.

But eventually one came out. And I couldn't hold back anymore, so I turned away from him and brought my knees to my chest. Heavy sobs wracked my body and my eyes stung, my throat burned.

"Aph," Aaron breathed and cuddled up to me, trying to soothe my tears.

I tried to get away, but he wouldn't let me.

"What's wrong?"

I whimpered. "I hurt you. . . I hurt you so bad. . . I should have tried harder to beat that potion. . . You shouldn't have saved me. . . Im not worth it. . . I'm the whole reason we didn't see each other -"

"That's not your fault. That was Ein, nobody else. We're here now. And you are worth it 100 times over."

"And the one hundred and first time?"

"You may not be worth it then, but I still wouldn't change a thing."

I nodded and hugged him as close as I could.