I just want HER

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 DIARY OF BENJAMIN SAMUELS.

MY PROPERTY. SO HANDS OFF.

March 5th

So…this is my new diary… uh not really sure what to write…this is lame.

So my name is Benjamin and I’m 15 and 6 months. I go to lakeside high on the Gamberville Campus and this diary idea is stupid…

I guess I’ll end this now.

March 7th

How do I start this…?

‘Dear diary’…? Uh so today was pretty boring...nothing really that interesting… oh! Except seeing Bianca! I think she smiled at me too!

I’ve always liked her, I’ve told her twice so far but she always just says she’s not ready… even though she’s already dated 2 guys before…

Oh well…

March 8th

So, I’ve decided how I’ll use this diary, I’ll write about my journey to stealing Bianca’s heart!

So I guess I’ll make a list of everything she likes and dis-likes:

LIKES:

·         She LOVES make up!

·         The school jocks…

·         Going out to lots of parties

·         Loud music

·         Being social (VERY)

·         Cheer leading

·         Lots of colours

DISLIKES

·  ME 

Even though she doesn’t like me, I will make her love me! No matter what

March 10th

Today I spoke to Bianca. She kept looking around me though to see the jocks play…She said she had an interest in one named Max Hooverman... I wish she was interested in me… I want to see her big beautiful brown eyes look only into mine… but she really doesn’t care at all... I HATE THAT.

I hate it so much I punched my locker in and got suspended from school… even longer without her...

March 15th

Apparently I’m acting different. Well at least to my parents I am… they say they have noticed a change in me. I’m suddenly more concealed to just myself and this diary… They think it’s because of the diary but I think that’s absolutely stupid … I guess I am growing closer to this diary though… I just like talking to someone I guess…

NOTES:

Facebook password: Bennysamuels

E-mail: Benjamin19Samuels@yahoo.com

[Password] Benisamazing

Instagram: This_is_benz_

[Password]Bennyboy5

March 20th

I dreamt of Bianca last night. She wanted to be my girlfriend! I dreamt of our first kiss at the school prom that is coming up on July 25th. (I really should ask her.) I woke up this morning with drool all over my pillow… and a text from Bianca, In fact two. One asking if I’d go out with her! And the second saying she texted the wrong number… I was so furious! I stabbed my mattress. It felt so good to clench my teeth together and feel all the anger soak into the mattress, it felt so good, I even stabbed my desk chair.

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