SHADY by J.Janae

SHADY

              I stood there blinking rapidly, trying to hold back tears that my tear dusks ached to release. Trying to withhold anger I wasn't sure I had the strength to control. Yet, I continued to stand there watching the only friend I have ever known make out with the boyfriend I once had. How the fuck could I not have known about this? I never got the kiss-all-up-on-the-next-bitch-nigga vibe from her. After all, we been kicking it with each other since ninth grade year. "Let's go somewhere more private." Lola said in between kisses with Trayvon. "Ard man. Shit, you should have said that before you got my shit all hard. You always do that shit. Trayvon complained. "Always?" I whispered to myself. How long has this shit been going? It was in that moment, all that I have been holding back had come bursting out of me like a premature child. "You grimy motherfuckers!" I screamed charging at them, knocking Lola down to the floor. "Young, chill the fuck out Ashley!" Lola shouted as she tried to effortlessly defend herself. "It ain't what you think." She continued. "I think you fucking my man hoe." I said as the tears I fought so hard to hold back began to escape like free hostages.

"Next time on the Shady Sistas of Suitland..." The voice continued from the show my girl Aqua and I was watching. "Damn girl, bitches are shady for real." Aqua commented on the show. I sat there with my head dived into my phone, nodding my head in agreeance as if I was paying attention. I had bigger shit on my mind like how I was going to break the news to Demonte that I was carrying his child. I had been texting him all night but he stopped replying like he always does. I figured since I wasn't showing yet, I still had time to find the perfect chance to share the good news. Maybe, once I tell him, he'd even consider— "Dior! Damn girl, whatchu deaf or some shit? I been sitting calling your name for the last 2 minutes. I was trying to tell you that Bae about to slide through so you gonna have to go make a pilot downstairs for a couple of hours." Aqua said handing me some covers and pillows. "Okay cool." I said nonchalantly. I grabbed the covers and made myself a comfy space in the living. I ran back upstairs to get my bag and I caught Aqua trying to take a quick shower before her dude came over. Good. I thought to myself. I decided to take my top knot bun out and let my hair hang down my back. I pulled my shorts up a bit so that my ass was hanging out at the bottom. I gave myself a final look over in the mirror and decided to remove my bra exposing my perky D-cup breast with my peeking pierced nipples. Perfect. I mumbled.

DING! DING !

I heard the doorbell ring twice as I hurriedly ran to the door hoping to catch Demonte before he went upstairs to pretend he was in love with Aqua's dry pussy ass. Without looking through the peep hole, I swung the door open with a grin wide as all outdoors that quickly faded once I saw my father standing there with a confused look on his face and flowers in his hand. "Oh hey baby girl, what are you doing here." My dad said nervously as sweat began to form on the peak of his forehead. "This is my best friend's house. The question is, what the fuck are you doing here?" Before he could answer, Aqua came jogging down the stairs in pink lingerie. "Oh no girl, I meant downstairs in the base---." She stopped dead in her tracks at the sight of both of us seeing one another. "Mr. Coleman? Whaa—What are you doing here?" She stuttered trying to play it off like she had no idea he was coming. "Bitch, you talk to my father?" I asked. My dad just stood there with his head down. Ahhhahahahahhhaha This bitch had the nerve to start busting out laughing as if she ain't did shit wrong. "Girl please, this ain't nothing but a game of get back." Aqua informed as she walked over to kiss my father. "Dan and I been fucking for four weeks now." She continued. "Bitch I oughta kill you..." I said attempting to swing on her but ending up hitting my father instead. Aqua started laughing again. "I don't see shit funny." I said between clinched teeth. "I just find it funny how you thought that your thot ass could get away with fucking my boyfriend without any repercussions. "Bitch, how you mad because he wanted me?" I argued. "See, that's where you are wrong boo. Demonte's ass wants anybody that'll throw him some quick pussy. That's why we been fighting so much lately. Because I refuse to give it up to him before he gets tested. I was planning on breaking up with him anyway. Your dumb ass just made it easier." Aqua confessed. " So you decide to sleep with my Dad?" I said without noticing the tear that fell down my cheek without permission. "Child please, this ain't high school. What the fuck you expect for me to do? Flirt with one of the billion niggas you talk to? Nah hoe, I rather fuck up your life and become your stepmother." Aqua said grabbing my father by the hand and leading him up to her bedroom. I stood there in silence until my knees collapsed to the ground. My phone began to vibrate indicating I had a text from Demonte.

Sorry boo, got caught up. Send nudes?

Another tear rolled down my eye. Seconds later, more followed its lead. I looked down at my stained shorts and quickly noticed that my tears were not the only fluid leaking from insides.