falling hard// a jacob sartorius fanfic

thirty nine

ally's pov
*text convo*
me: look jacob i've been thinking...

jacob<3: no ally please don't do this

me: you could have any girl, why did you choose me?

jacob<3: oh good not what i thought you'd say.

jacob<3: and i chose you because you were the most beautiful and caring girl i've ever met. your my most prized possession. my everything. my life. my world

me: that's a big commitment though are you sure i'm worth it

jacob<3: positive. i'll stay with you forever. if you want me that long. i'm there

me: i want you

jacob<3: i'm yours

me: can i keep you?

jacob<3: forever.

me: i love you jacob

jacob<3: i love you ally

jacob<3: btw i'm on my over with candy, popcorn and disney movies. i'm also in a very cuddly mood so be ready :)
*text convo over*

"hey jacob" i say as i opened the front door for him to walk in

"hey cutie" he said as he kissed me on the head

"alright let's get this party started" i said smiling and taking the food from him

we headed up stairs and i went into the "game" room

it's basically a room that has pool, air hockey, a tv, a vending machine and a popcorn machine

i set the food on the couch and grabbed the new beauty and the beast movie from jacobs hand

"let's watch this first" i said putting it in the dvd player

the i walked over to the couch next to jacob and sat down next to him

i cuddled into his side and he wrapped his arms around me

and before i knew it i was asleep
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i woke up to a note taped to my forehead
hey princess :)
i left early this morning to head back to my house to do my chores
i'll meet you at your house around 12:00 today
i love you :) -jacob

i didn't know where we were going so i dressed semi casual and semi dressy

i put on this

then i did my usual makeup and put on a pair of sandals

by the time i was done getting ready it was 11:42
_
jacob showed up at my house about 10 minutes late
but i didn't really care
"so babe where are we going?" i asked him
"you'll see" he said shooting me a smile and grabbing my hand

we ended up walking all the way to chipotle
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after we ordered we went to sit down at our table
"hey let me see your phone" jacob said
"um okay" i said handing it to him
he logged into snapchat on my phone and took a picture of our food and me in the background and captioned it "dates💛💛" and put it on his snap
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we were about to leave to go back to his house when he asked me something
"have you seen my phone?" he said
"um nope did you leave it at your house?" i asked
"i don't know probably" he said
and then we left
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i left jacobs house and hour ago and i was about to go to sleep when i got a text from jacob

jacob<3: ally were through don't ever talk to me again
me: what? jacob don't do this please i can't live without you
jacob<3: then die
*text convo over*

i was balling my eyes out
i couldn't believe this at all

since jacob told me to die i guess i will

he's the only reason i'd stay.

i went to my bathroom and got a blade

i cut one and then two and then next thing i knew i was bleeding everywhere

i quickly wrapped my arm up and rinsed off the blood

i applied pressure to stop the bleeding

i was still crying and my face was all red and puffy and my eyes were bloodshot

i grabbed my phone and texted joey

me: i'm not okay
*read 12:38*
joey(bff) : in coming

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